20 mitra nice...forver after 20... 010520 ... tiar is this the fuckin age when were not "teens" anymore but where younger than any adult. Wait, ull go on.. 010603 ... x 21 is not so different 020905 ... ~gez~ are 18 year olds not classed as adults? there are in my country. and therefore when you reach 20 you are older than 18 year olds, though even though they are still tennagers, they are adults 020905 ... no reason apparently..technically... 020919 ... 21 When I was this, I wanted to be 18 again. 031110 ... ClairE I definitely feel different, but that's only coincidence. My life happens to be changing, and I should be excited, but mostly I am just learning that it's the same old stupid shit. Like, what need really is. Like, love at its worst is something rubberbanded to your heart and it pinches and snaps and bruises you. Like...always. I hope the same awesome shit comes back to me as well. I do remember being excited about things. I do remember not being alone. I also remember that I felt it coming on those times, and now I have a feeling that it will be a lonely road for a while. 031117 ... nonlucid caught in between 10 and 20 and i'm just dreaming, counting the ways to where you are 040701 ... dries&hardens is fast approaching while no age seems suitable. as though I haven't completed the necessary objectives to acquire any given age, except maybe somewhere in the single digits- maybe. 060104 ... jane you'll_never_be_a_teenager_again 060104 what's it to you? who go blather from