limbo girl_jane I'm the tied champion at my school. Wah-hoo! 020821 ... akenbosche congratulations! humbly 030119 ... Danbo is it like gumbo? 030424 ... pipedream the park is limbo. yay. 030424 ... x lately i can't believe myself. every time i have a feeling, i get another feeling that the first feeling is contrived. like i'll feel sad and something inside me is like "oh just shut up and stop". it is the same during most thoughts. any deliberate, defined thought is rejected by something other than one formed it, that is also somehow inside of me. i can't tell what i really think or feel anymore. i just don't fucking know. 030805 ... nom "limbo is in limbo" 061008 ... caroline 452 I went from the limbo of having no job, to being in the limbo of an uncertain relationship with an uncertain future. (Shattered illusions). Not sure which I prefer. 100111 ... ergo I thought Limbo was where god sent dead people who he's ambivalent about, or is that purgatory? 100111 ... Caroline 452 Not sure the difference between Limbo and Purgatory, but I have an amuzing image of a man behind a desk, counting "sins" while the nervous subject sits in front of the desk awaiting his fate. 100112 ... lunatic jesus Dad's auditing department is staffed by former IRS agents, and is anything but amusing. 100112 ... rhin i feel as if i am in limbo...standing on the edge...ready to jump right before the gun goes off. i want to do that...to hear that tiny click of warning - the gears inside of the gun moments before. maybe all of this is just anticipation? anticipation of what? another personal, something else to whine about life disaster. fuck, i'll just sleep until then...possibly through it. 130529 what's it to you? who go blather from