ialmostdied yummychuckle don't you hate it when you are leaning back in a chair that like bends backwards, and you go too far and fall on your back? yeah. so do I. damn you you peice of shit chair.... 010624 ... Persona I like it when I reach the point of part wake-part sleep, think I've fallen: then try to catch myself, but only succeed in twitching my limbs really hard and everywhere: thus launching my cat up and out of the bed 010624 ... yummychuckle that always freaks me out, i hate it so much cus i was so comfortable then I'm suddenly jolted into panic and confusion. maybe i should start enjoying it. 010624 ... black-dyed gel product I rolled off the hood of my friend's speeding volvo. I ripped up my pants and got a little bruised up, but otherwise I was fine. That was a fun night! 010625 ... Sol I drove at 40mph into a curb on my mororbike (there was gravel all over the road, i couldnt steer or brake) and landed in a bush while th ebike somorsaulted and landed on my legs, i was totally alright though, much to the disgust of my mate who managed, going at 3mph on the same bike to break his toe graze his leg and sprain his ankle by dropping it (he also blew a gasket, destroyed the back brake and knocked the cearburretors out of sinc) 010625 ... Casey Persona that bead thing happens to me all the time too. I'm either falling or being stabbed. 010625 ... Sol yeah me to, and you have a chill feeling, sitting in the bed, you feel flat 010625 ... birdmad attempted surfing on the back of a moving cadillac el dorado convertible i was at that point where i was in more danger from the chemicals in my system than the impact of falling off the back of the car those were the days 010625 ... spiffy when i was little i got very dehydrated and collapsed in the hall one day. doctors said that if i had gotten to the hospital just fifteen minutes later, i would have died. 040822 ... pete there is a light at the end of the tunnel and its red and i'm going way to fast to stop and cars are crossing the street in front of me.... 040822 ... somepeoplesmile what stopped me? mostpeople would call it dying... i guess so would i 040822 ... Borealis one of these days I'm going to fall asleep in a snowbank...or pass out climbing the stairs..and no one is going to find me until I'm effectively a vegetable...or a collection of chemicals. 040822 ... unhinged the_accident and i closed my eyes thinking i would never open them again and i have a ball of scartissue in my shoulder to remind_me that ialmostdied y_town the black death that almost killed me 040823 ... sameolme I yelled "Geronimo!", at the top of the hill. Never yell "Geronimo!" at the top of the hill. Hit a tree, cracked my skull, they spent hours picking bark out of my face. The doctor thought I was a goner, but I lived to tempt death over and over again. 040823 ... (z) (me too) 040823 ... anne-girl I swerved on my bike in front of a car again forgot to look behind me... I still don't know which way left is, and the summer's over not_wasted 040823 ... Webley twice, both times i called out for someone to help me, i remember one profound overwhelming feeling, helplessness having no control over the inevitable conclusion to my own existence. full of emptyness, no memory no thought, no now no then, no will be. futureless, out of existence out of hope out of time. acceptance and understanding. lift me up 041011 ... magicforest But they fished my silly strewn body out of the aquamarine water and some red-haired pubescent breathed life into me and with the glittering sand caked on my nubile young form, at seven years old they brought me back. 041012 ... three words renewed_faith ialmostdied without_death 101227 what's it to you? who go blather from