you_made_me_cry
Annie111 Fuck you. 020115
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Casey But you also gave me a shoulder to cry on. 020115
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unhinged i know it's futile
but i also know
that i will never stop caring

now those are two very hard rocks
to be stuck between

because i knew you when i was still a child
that clung to love
desparate to have you see me
the way i was deep in my heart
for you
you made me cry
cause ventually
you spit me out
just like all the rest

so i know it's futile
but i'll keep going through the cycles
of sadness, hate, longing
i'll always love you
in some corner of
where my childhood used to be
being so close
it's hard to say no
040105
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no reason yeah.

sadness. hate. longing. and they're all tangled up oh-so-confusingly together.


thank you blather, for putting in words how i feel, when i can't seem to do it.

it's most needed.
040105
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MollyCule and that is really the thing i will never forgive you for. 040105
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Syrope but what really hurt is how you didn't even notice i was crying 040105
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lenore but i refused to let you see my tears. 040106
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sylverquiklight Elizabeth Sommer Leah Michelle Michelle Jamie Rita Ava Amanda-Amanda-Amanda-Amanda-Amanda Heather Danielle Jackie Candice Melissa Lisa Joscelyn I think I'll stop there, before I have to add Misty to the list. Notice Erin wasn't on this list, you know why? Because she was the only woman (notice--not GIRL) courteous enough and mature enough never to hurt me. Sorry i was such a immature little jerk, Erin, you've got a good life now and darnit I'm happy for you more than you can possibly know. 040107
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sylverquiklight don't forget (nevermind chronological order, i screwed that up already) rose, carmen, amber, another wonderful lisa (who hurt me by hurting yourself, oh what a great person you could be if you only tried), and MIRIAM oh won't you just get some HELP! 040107
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dying embers You made me cry like a child as I lay alone in bed sobbing out your name and broken sentences. You made me cry weeping broken and alone, you can make me cry because I know why you're not home. You have the power, have the strength to make a strong girl weep, because you were the only thing she ever wanted to keep. You've taken all her laughter, her soul, and her pride. You've taken all her love and you watched her while she cried. You can make me cry, because I love you still. You made me cry, because I always will. 040108
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nemo damn it 040108
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Bizzar Even though when you said "I'll call you later", I assumed that meant not after midnight... I still have some silent hopes you might still call, just so I could turn you down.

You made me cry, you abondoned me. Left me here, stranded, to twist and turn in all these ugly thoughts of mine. So I just sit, in the darkness at my computer. The comforting blue glow filling my room, hoping I'll stumble across a blathe that can speak for me... as they always manage to do.

I am alone. Floating in this misery. I'm drowning but I just won't die.
040111
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myriadmoods Frankie, with your hatred of yourself, when god has always been with you, and has chosen you for a reason to bear the sins you have, as you are my friend and my foe sometimes, but always my friend in christ, though our demons take flight too many damn times. may we fly with the angels to be with god, you first friend, and confidant!you make me cry when you keep hurting yourself frankie, please stop forget the past. 040112
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Sandra you mde me cry; one magic day, you past my way, fools and games, "this you said to me".the greatest the gift your ever learn is just to love and to be loved in return. 050409
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onoasren i_made_me_cry 050409
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unhinged so many more times
than just that night
100705
what's it to you?
who go
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