this_apartment whitney has a lot of scary noises when it's this late. 060913 ... dipperwell is neither here nor there and never home 060913 ... falling_alone smells weird when i first walk through the door, and always has the ac on even when the temperature is colder inside than out. 060914 ... emmi mine smells weird too when i walk in. but i think it's my flatmate. 060914 ... silentbob still feels new enough to not call 'home.' which is fun. 060917 ... pete is nice, the perfect size. enough social space for a few friends, enough private space for retreats, and enough kitchen space for a table and two chairs. 060917 ... birdmad hates the short month has reinforced my longstanding fear of the month of February as it has sprung a cluster of leaks that showed up with monday's rains Some damned fool used to tell me it was all in my head, but if, over the years, i can: rupture pipes; crack my roof; cause a then-girlfriend's previous boyfriend to come back to her from two thousand miles away to shove me out of the picture; give my grandma a fatal heart attack and cause tree roots to invade my sewer lines to the point where i spent four februarys in a row trying not to drown in my own sewage with nothing else but my mind then i need to buy a wallet with the letters BMF up the side because those are some goddamned potent (if backhanded) telekinetic abilities it seems i've got there 070222 ... nom this room once/recently housed a published author lady who "self destructed"/went crazy/got sick and ran away/ended up on the street downtown eastside/main and hastings. in my september room down the hall 6some years ago another "crazy" lady started a fire with a cigarette and died...the house was almost completely ruined but my landlord rebuilt it. 070223 ... falling_alone doesn't feel like home anymore 070306 ... nom was supposed to be temporary but i am really starting to like it, and some folks up in the mountains have asked "what the hell" am i doing down here and i don't know but i do know i'm here and i like being here 070316 ... megan has the worst in sinkerator in existence but i do love it 070317 ... nom is cold today and i'm wondering if i should give notice where i will go 070321 ... stork daddy give notice to those who will notice. 070321 ... nom whatever i do i'll let you know. 070326 ... birdmad Tonya sits atop the refrigerator and stares at the birds who come bouncing along the skylight prompting a resurrection of the kitty_freakout_hour 070327 ... bird kitty_freak_out_hour 070327 ... nom is quiet enough to record in 070327 ... nom in the daytime when my neighbours are at school 070327 ... Aw-shucks why are nasa going to space before helping to mend the world ? it's moe important to help people who are struggling. can't we go back to the space idea once this world has been mended ? it must cost so much money to do that. how can it help owr world ? we only have one planet we can live on. 070327 ... no reason on my balcony i keep smelling weed and not finding where it's being smoked on my balcony i keep hearing a dog howling and not knowing where it's sitting inside i hear people occasionally but never know where they are i'm in the middle of everything and nothing 070730 ... Lovers Lament this apartment, ghetto as it is, has been our home, our first home, through our first year together. the happiness, and pain, we've shared are locked in these walls precious memories all, and you act like you won't even miss it. am i ludicrous to feel this way? 071230 ... ever dumbening is eluding me 071230 ... silentbob is starving for an argument 090609 what's it to you? who go blather from