naked_pictures bethany i am a very naive girl, but i am a smart sexy bitch i once took naked pictures of myself at band camp, with a guys camera i borrowed he had a crush on me and it made my boyfriend jelou, and i liked that i played the flute at band camp, haha, so old but i always wonder what happened when he got home and had suprise naked pictures i think i did that coz no one asked me and since people ask me now i dont think i'll ever do it again unless it makes my "boyfriend" jelous 020615 ... log burning fire Let us all see them. 020615 ... god yeh. whip em' out! (talk about making him jealous). 020615 ... log burning fire naked states naked world art of the human body by spencer tunick 050720 ... misstree there's more to it than just being without clothes. there's an openness to the eyes, an ease of the grin. and there's plenty of me somewhere out there. 050720 ... jane something that barthes wrote in camera_lucida about the difference between the pornographic & the erotic. he uses mapplethorpe as an example, the photograph of genatalia up close. now, had it simply been genetalia, barthes says, this would be pornographic, objectifying etc. but because mapplethorpe included the fabric in the photograph, it made the photo more tangible. barthes says he wants to touch the fabric, wants to know what it feels like. punctum. this, he says, is the erotic. 050720 ... unhinged oops i want them in my possession. but some of them were pretty nice. he said he wanted to put them in his portfolio. he would take them to walgreens to get them developed... i wonder if he had a black comforter on his bed on purpose. black and white film and it looked like i was floating and my tattoo stood out like an omen. outside_the_bar or inside_the_bar after he got sick of me one of his new girls glared at me from across the table and covered her mouth to whisper to her friend i wonder if she saw the pictures i wonder if he took pictures of her too or if i was the only one stupid enough to fall for that 050721 ... misstree did you enjoy it at the time? sounds like the end result was worth the time spent and there is no shame in nudity. regret it not, unhinged, you carry too many unwishes already. smile at the past, and grin wickedly at the little girl with the need to whisper-- a sure sign that she needs to step on others to elevate herself. 050721 ... unhinged i guess the reason that the pictures bother me now is because of what me and him ended up as, not that he took them. and when i asked him for the negatives he wouldn't give them to me saying that they were 'his artistic property.' one of my best friends has a bachelors in photography and is working on her bachelors in film and she had to take a class on film law. according to her, since i didn't sign anything, they are my property and not his. i suppose that goes under my image being my property or some such thing. yes, that's what bothers me about those pictures now. that he doesn't deserve to have them since he never treated me as anymore than fuckpuppet and his response when i asked for the negatives. some of them were rather nice pictures though. i should have taken some of the doubles from him when he showed them to me. i'm just hoping that he isn't the kind of asshole to put them on the internet somewhere. especially the topless ones of me and another girl. *smirk* and as far as girls that are silly enough to be jealous of me, i laugh at them. jealous? of me? please. 050721 ... mt lurve ya, babe. and here's to hoping he gets a twinge of guilt over them, tainting them for him by his own hand. your friend is right about the property, too. 050722 what's it to you? who go blather from