i'm_addicted_to ferret eating other people's food. weird no? 031005 ... nomatter biting my cheek. 031005 ... wings red bull 031009 ... star of cold swedish fish mmmmm! 031010 ... endesire medicine. yeeeeeee 031010 ... nom the smell of carrots in dirt 031010 ... ferret now i'm addicted to this one cool-o sound in this one song. kinda weird, but i can't go more than a few hours without hearing it. i guess it's kind of an audio drug thing. 031010 ... unhinged the thought of your smile and the feeling of hugging you so slight as you are wasting away. i feel responsible for it somehow, but i also remember the feeling of swallowing pills with the intent to slowly kill yourself. i'm addicted to the bubbly feeling i get when you whisper almost like a lover how much you miss me; that the feeling is reciprocated. i was afraid that i wasn't much more than a ghost to you. but i think you understood me better than anyone else. you knew that sitting there silent was one of my biggest expressions of love and appreciation. i'm addicted to my memories of you because i don't have much else these days. caught in daydreams, my heart stuck miles away really not wanting to find another you. there is only one you. you were my haven. 031011 ... Death of a Rose beautiful souls, crying and alone. 031012 ... jezabel the desperate gravity that you instill and the tight-bound heat of when bodies meat. 031012 ... Dafremen (Oh gawd..this is soooo embarrassing) Ok, it USED to be weed and this. But now it's just really this... The Fine Young Cannibals The Raw & The Cooked (Oh geezus, I'm never going to live this down now...sigh) 031012 ... TK CHEESE!!!! once I found out how it glued your blood vessels together I made a conscious decision to stop eating cheese, No fried food I can do, No chicken I can do, lil to no carbohydrates/sugar I can do but cheese!?! That I CANT stop!!! I never knew until I tried to stop just how addicted I am to it! 031012 ... peyton computer games of various shapes and colours 031015 ... misstree dancing, green olives, and adventure. 031015 ... celestias shadow chocolate bubbles ranting and of course, blather 031025 ... once again you... 031123 ... closet ballerina c-c-c-c-c-coffee. *twitch* what? no, i'm fine. *shudder* 031123 ... rubydee flinstone's vitamins the purple ones 031123 ... u24 everything! 031124 ... Freak if not one thing then another. im a pisces, i have to have my addiction as an escape in some way, shape or form. 031124 ... fairbecca what ever gets me through the night, you know? coffee in the a.m., it's a must. I hate grey mornings 031124 ... falling_alone harry potter fan fiction...sad but true 031206 ... shh companionship 031206 ... whitechocolatewalrus apple juice, blather, talking to the A's. 031206 ... x tea, snack foods, kittens, beer, music, reading online diaries, hair cutting, and of course blather i'm afraid this is only a fraction of my continuing compulsive activities 031206 ... xyz breathing 031207 ... Jane Doe the smell of laundry detergent 031222 ... *Amy* running away 050417 ... unhinged mortally wounded boys vanilla creme frosted mini wheats a suicidal numbing of anything that induces a heart_pang sitting with him in our mutual sessions of said numbing listening to jeff_buckley so that i don't have to be alone with my self_disgust shostakovich oblivion_is_what_you_want 050417 ... BnB daydreaming video games relaxing (yes, I'm lazy.) And I can identify with being addicted to a sound inside of a song... my entire life I've been chasing such a sound. I first heard it in the theme song to dirty dancing (I think the song was called Time of my life or something.) Anyway, I've been listening for (and finding) that sound various songs ever since. Up until now, I thought I was the only one like that... 090808 ... In_Bloom Music Adrenaline Love 090808 ... camille coffee blather coffee massage coffee 090808 ... Ouroboros sloth self-deprecation movement (cut_and_run) caffeine 100406 ... hsg finding_out 100406 what's it to you? who go blather from