i_have_no_home
CheapVodka who wantz to let me stay with them?

i'm cute and i don't eat much and i'm sorta independent
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??????? where're you writing from? an internet cafe or something? 011110
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CheapVodka i'm writing from a friend's house whome i must stay at for tonight because it'z fucking freezing outside and all i have to wear is the shirt and pantz i'm wearing which certainly will not keep me warm. i'm starving...all i've eaten in the past 3 dayz is 2 starburst fruit twists and a 5 piece nugget from Wendy's. At least i can take a shower and brush my teeth cause i find people'z houses to crash at...but no one has food cause they may not be homeless but they're poor as the fuck... sheesh...someone take me 011110
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lovers lament you can stay with me cheapvodka, i live in ohio though. 011111
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Aaron hey grrly, i really like yer stuff here on blather. i've got space in my place and i'm the only one living here for about the next 3 months or so. only problem is that i live in Maryland, in the north eastern part of the US. i've been homeless... i know what it's like... yeah i mean it's pretty cool not having an anchor to any one place.. but it still sucks... 011111
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kerry i live in a cardboard box with a newspaper roof 020101
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kerry only kidding


if i didn't live with my parents, you could crash here....
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Jenna I have places to stay, my parents house and a dorm room (and the houses of so many friends), but I don't feel like I have a *home*.

I move between cities every week, basically. Exhausting.

You could crash on my dorm floor, if you are in Georgia.

It's reeeelly small though. Come to think of it, my roommate might object.
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djstar or do i? i'm confused. home is where the heart is? or is it? does she love me? am i still in love? i just want a home. 040212
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boschetto because i live in my dreams , and my dreams are anywhere , and anywhere are my dreams 040720
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djstar i'm in california now, making steps towards my dreams in san fran. only thing is, i'm in santa barbara with a girl i fell in love with. so what do i do now? i want to stay with her, but i want to be in san francisco. long-distance relationships SUCK. its 9am, i'm drinking a Hard Apple Cider (she got me into drinking all sorts of new, sophisticated things. here's a poem:
I'm quiet, out of my element
yet so at home
without a home.
I tried to get lost
but found myself at the ocean.
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djstar i'm in california now, making steps towards my dreams in san fran. only thing is, i'm in santa barbara with a girl i fell in love with. so what do i do now? i want to stay with her, but i want to be in san francisco. long-distance relationships SUCK. its 9am, i'm drinking a Hard Apple Cider (she got me into drinking all sorts of new, sophisticated things. here's a poem:
I'm quiet, out of my element
yet so at home
without a home.
I tried to get lost
but found myself at the ocean.
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Fudge i have a home but it sucks. 040923
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Deomis What they tell me is "home" isn't home at all.
It's an empty shell, filled with boxes. A place that echoes, and casts specters on my wall at night. This home isn't what you hear about in the good stories. This place is just another prison, with it's cold white walls and brown rugs.
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god my head is my only house unless it rains 040924
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visibly hidden home, hard to know what it is if you've never had one
home, i can't say where it is but i know i'm going home
that's where the hurt is
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pandora I am so angry at what this person has done to me that it's getting hard to breathe. How dare he. He has fucked me over, I want him to disappear. I want him to leave me, and my home, alone. Yes, you. Go away. Go the fuck away. I never wanted you. I still don't want you. You're ruining everything with your half-baked philosophies and idiotic stabs at intellectual humor. Nowhere is safe for me now. Nowhere. Just fuck off. Please. But you won't. I know you won't. You fucking golden retriever. I fucked up big when I let you glance in. 050324
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mikejohnson you can always trust that he'll listen to you. you created him and so you have destroyed him. and so the time has come for
to say goodbye.
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pandora who are you? 050325
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pandora Was that to me? 050325
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* we've always got a home. 050328
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