chemical_happiness
unhinged framboise lambic
good dank
belgian dark chocolate


in that order
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. personally, i'd go with #2 first, but that's just me 071207
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Ouroboros ohhh framboise!
cold deliciousness
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Ouroboros raw honey 071208
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unhinged tastes like sunshine
mmmmm
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Ouroboros raw cacao/cashew pudding 080424
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z casis lambic too
blue saphire dry gin martini (3 olives)
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birdmad clove cigarette+60% dark chocolate

pan seared lamb-chop rubbed in garlic and olive oil and rosemary with a good pinot noir

vodka+mandarin soda+pineapple juice

dulce de leche cheesecake + espresso mocha over ice.
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mahayana I go gah-gah when anyone smokes clove cigarettes. It seduces me in such a complicated yet pleasing way.

If I am walking down the street deeply engaged in a conversation and happen to pass a clove smoking individual ... I lose all sense of concentration and feel immediately drawn towards the scent. That is the only kind of smoking that I find sexy.

Anyone ever smell any brand/kind of incense that happens to smell just like clove cigarettes? Oh what I would pay for such a treat.
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+ Cherry Chili 70% Chocolate Bar
+ strawberries
+ Wrigleys 5 cinnamon gum
+ home cooked vegetarian dishes
+ (I hate to admit it, but) my vicodin that I take for pain actually mellows me out in such a euphoric transcendent happiness that I can't help but want to feel that same sense of well being when I'm not actually in physical pain. (which is quite rare to not be in pain). I don't give in to temptation though, but yesterday my love said that she worries that I might become an addict because of how melancholy I have been lately. I really don't want to believe that I could ever be that kind of addict. I actually laughed quite heartily when she expressed her concerns because I thought she said she was afraid I would become an "attic". Yes, I was on vicodin at that moment trying really hard not to laugh when she was having serious moments with me. People are the only things I have ever rarely seemed to have become addicted to. But yes I do worry that I could become addicted, but I'm not going to let that happen. I'll stick to my cinnamon gum - lots of gum.
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unhinged (i have a recipe for lentil curry that makes my tastebuds quite happy)

vicodin never did much for me; maybe it was because i had a taste of stronger things
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Ouroboros Shared a bottle of Framboise and a few joints on New Years Day morning on the dance floor in the desert. 100104
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unhinged my uncle brought over a bottle of framboise for christmas eve this year 100104
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dosquatch Since I quit smoking, my chemical happiness almost entirely takes the form of alcohol, and then even mostly beer_and_margaritas. 100105
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twitch twitch 100106
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twitch twitch 100106
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unhinged we shared cigarettes like teenagers. he stopped in the gas station to buy a pack and ended up choosing bali hais.

he stood in front of the mirror in the morning in his calvin klein underwear and did all the stuff men do in front of the mirror to get ready for work. i rolled to his side of the bed to stare at his ass.


he was so happy i got along with his friends, he grabbed my chin and kissed me.


we were a shooting star. i need a new comet to hitch my lips to.
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gaya *sigh* 150321
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unhinged triggered 150323
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