chemical_happiness
unhinged
framboise lambic
good
dank
belgian
dark
chocolate
in
that
order
071207
...
.
personally
,
i'd
go
with
#
2
first
,
but
that's
just
me
071207
...
Ouroboros
ohhh framboise!
cold
deliciousness
071208
...
Ouroboros
raw
honey
071208
...
unhinged
tastes
like
sunshine
mmmmm
071208
...
Ouroboros
raw
cacao/cashew
pudding
080424
...
z
casis lambic
too
blue
saphire
dry
gin
martini
(
3
olives
)
080424
...
birdmad
clove
cigarette
+60%
dark
chocolate
pan
seared
lamb-chop rubbed
in
garlic
and
olive
oil
and
rosemary
with
a
good
pinot
noir
vodka
+mandarin
soda
+pineapple
juice
dulce
de
leche
cheesecake
+
espresso
mocha
over
ice
.
080424
...
mahayana
I
go
gah
-gah
when
anyone
smokes
clove
cigarettes
.
It
seduces
me
in
such
a
complicated
yet
pleasing
way
.
If
I
am
walking
down
the
street
deeply
engaged
in
a
conversation
and
happen
to
pass
a
clove
smoking
individual
...
I
lose
all
sense
of
concentration
and
feel
immediately
drawn
towards
the
scent
.
That
is
the
only
kind
of
smoking
that
I
find
sexy
.
Anyone
ever
smell
any
brand
/kind
of
incense
that
happens
to
smell
just
like
clove
cigarettes
?
Oh
what
I
would
pay
for
such
a
treat
.
--------
+
Cherry
Chili
70%
Chocolate
Bar
+
strawberries
+ Wrigleys
5
cinnamon
gum
+
home
cooked
vegetarian
dishes
+ (
I
hate
to
admit
it
,
but
)
my
vicodin
that
I
take
for
pain
actually
mellows
me
out
in
such
a
euphoric
transcendent
happiness
that
I
can't
help
but
want
to
feel
that
same
sense
of
well
being
when
I'm
not
actually
in
physical
pain
. (
which
is
quite
rare
to
not
be
in
pain
).
I
don't
give
in
to
temptation
though
,
but
yesterday
my
love
said
that
she
worries
that
I
might
become
an
addict
because
of
how
melancholy
I
have
been
lately
.
I
really
don't
want
to
believe
that
I
could
ever
be
that
kind
of
addict
.
I
actually
laughed
quite
heartily
when
she
expressed
her
concerns
because
I
thought
she
said
she
was
afraid
I
would
become
an
"
attic
".
Yes
,
I
was
on
vicodin
at
that
moment
trying
really
hard
not
to
laugh
when
she
was
having
serious
moments
with
me
.
People
are
the
only
things
I
have
ever
rarely
seemed
to
have
become
addicted
to
.
But
yes
I
do
worry
that
I
could
become
addicted
,
but
I'm
not
going
to
let
that
happen
.
I'll
stick
to
my
cinnamon
gum
-
lots
of
gum
.
090213
...
unhinged
(
i
have
a
recipe
for
lentil
curry
that
makes
my
tastebuds
quite
happy
)
vicodin
never
did
much
for
me
;
maybe
it
was
because
i
had
a
taste
of
stronger
things
090214
...
Ouroboros
Shared
a
bottle
of
Framboise
and
a
few
joints
on
New
Years
Day
morning
on
the
dance
floor
in
the
desert
.
100104
...
unhinged
my
uncle
brought
over
a
bottle
of
framboise
for
christmas
eve
this
year
100104
...
dosquatch
Since
I
quit
smoking
,
my
chemical
happiness
almost
entirely
takes
the
form
of
alcohol
,
and
then
even
mostly
beer_and_margaritas.
100105
...
twitch
twitch
100106
...
twitch
twitch
100106
...
unhinged
we
shared
cigarettes
like
teenagers
.
he
stopped
in
the
gas
station
to
buy
a
pack
and
ended
up
choosing
bali hais.
he
stood
in
front
of
the
mirror
in
the
morning
in
his
calvin
klein
underwear
and
did
all
the
stuff
men
do
in
front
of
the
mirror
to
get
ready
for
work
.
i
rolled
to
his
side
of
the
bed
to
stare
at
his
ass
.
he
was
so
happy
i
got
along
with
his
friends
,
he
grabbed
my
chin
and
kissed
me
.
we
were
a
shooting
star
.
i
need
a
new
comet
to
hitch
my
lips
to
.
150320
...
gaya
*
sigh
*
150321
...
unhinged
triggered
150323
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