obsessive edenmoon Pre-occupation ever present lingering near embedded with in my heart what is this you've done to me~ Electrical energies coursing currents discharging exploding vibrating into infinities Words of color explicit expressive exquisite As my feelings for you expands~~ 020309 ... distorted tendencies In nature Compulsive Want Need I'M RIPPING OUT MY PERFECT HAIR. Hey, what're you looking at? My hands are dirty aren't they? It's my skin.. Take the scour pad to it. Chaos in all my relationships. Borderline Personality Disorder. 020715 ... pete when you can find what you look for at the bottom of everything 030503 ... x you betcha 030503 ... your plague. clouded in idee fixe. 030602 ... nomatter I really love this word. I love using it. Obsessed Obsess Obsession (the title of the new josh hartnett movie) 031023 ... a thimble in time When I'm depressed I think about what's wrong with the world. When I'm manic I find ways to fix it. Thus the two polarities form an accord, and the world keeps on spinning. 031023 ... naive artist Me, when i need to do something, but don't know what it is. I feel like Claudius; my mind goes in two directions, leaving my body to do nothing, powerless. 040617 ... apocalynx oh you imbalances, how long have you been around? i don't want you runnin through my door no more. sick of courting with the nights staring at the dark, listening to dozens of voices at once all perspectives considered, paralyzed. what're you looking at what're you doing right now where are you, is this good enough not good never ever ever, perfection what's the symptoms can i ever, ever, ever. until i fall asleep, and dreams anti-obsess and provide a nice escape, no stomach pain here 041224 what's it to you? who go blather from