clouded laced my mind strolls around hungry and fearless and thirsty 040626 ... aM i DiStUrBeD? CLOUDED IS MY JUDGEMENT OF WHAT I THOUGHT IS YOU WHAT I NOW PRECIVE YOU TO BE AND WHAT I THOUGHT I KNEW HOW COULD I SEE LIKE THIS? THIS BLANKET THAT COVERS MY EYES OBSCURED THEN MY VISION THIS THOUGHT NOW COLD AS ICE. WHY WOULD I THINK LIKE THIS? WHAT IS IT THAT I HAVE DONE? HOW COULD IT END UP THIS WAY? WHY CANT I FIND SOMEONE? AM I DISILLUSIONED? LOST ON THE ROAD OF MY LIFE? CAN I FIND ANOTHER WAY? OR IS MY HEART TO PAY THE PRICE? PAINT THIS CANVAS BLACK WITH MY MIND THE PAIN GETS WORSE WITH YOUR PRESSENCE DESTROY THE TORN FRAGMENTS WITH MY HEART THE FIRE THAT BURNS, MY ESSENCE. 040729 ... pete from mine eyes 040729 ... unhinged cloudless 040729 ... estarocks aM i DiStUrBeD?, please don't shout. makes me nervous. 040729 what's it to you? who go blather from