demands
andrea
feeling
an
odd
sort
of
abandonment
of
care
and
demanding
what
i
want
while
remaining
surprisingly
apathetic
to
the
actions
others
enforce
on
me
this
freefaliing tendency
has
never
been
a
favorite
of
mine
i've
always
demanded
control
and
refused
to
lessen
my
grip
on
my
life
and
not
knowing
the
cause
of
this
change
really
more
of
a
recognition
of
self
is
what
frightens
me
the
most
991217
...
silvre
everyone
wants
something
from
me
.
every
person
in
and
every
aspect
of
my
life
demands
something
.
sometimes
i
think
i'll
crumble
.
but
then
i
should
take
care
of
myself
before
others
,
right
?
000709
...
birdmad
unlike
those
before
me
,
i
didn't
make
any
.
i
was
perfectly
willing
to
accept
whatever
landed
on
my
shoulders
without
fighting
it
.
i
was
content
to
roll
with
the
punches
(
and
there
were
many
)
well
fuck
all
that
now
.
i
want
.
000709
...
sabbie
but
i'm
too
busy
living
my
life
to
wash
the
dishes
or
vaccum
the
floor
to
sweep
and
mop
dust
tidy
or
polish
.
samantha
might
well
have
been
the
perfect
housewife,
but
i
never
had
a
hope
in
hell
of
wiggling
my
nose
in
such
a
charming
fashion
010308
...
kipper
samantha
was
the
perfect
housewife
could
out
-pour,
but
I
had
never
a
hope
in
the
hell
of
wiggling
my
nose
on
such
a
bezaubernde
way
040414
...
uglytruth
the
man's.
060411
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from
