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grendel
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between all of last week's fun and frolic [sarcasm] and the sheer unbridled joy i have to look forward to this week upcoming (more sarcasm) i'm getting a migraine that feels like someone jammed a half-chewed toothpick into my_third_eye
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magicforest
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I am inept.
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hush up your heresy, whatever you may be..the word inept certainly certainly could not be used as an apt appelation..blah,blech..and hey let me pour on more of the pointlessly polysyllabic..but my heart wants to say a soul so carressed by the muse is any thing but inept. glad that you have brought your distinctiveness back to blather..just as things were becoming ..ooo..just a little staid..me? I don't have too many words these days..blech again i say blech..
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magicforest
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is that a compli
{MAGICFOREST}
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oldephebe
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yeah that's a compliment if you can sift its meaning from my obssessive parenthetical asides..you are hardly inept..at least not the part of you that is projected here..and any way for those whose souls who have been seared by the (muse) and life you guys are entitled to do things a little differently..I've got an entire family of artistic people..and in college and high school i always hung out with real theatrical types..actors, dancers singers, artists (painters) musicians and singers..and ah you know..we're all a little bent..so what? That's what shapes or bequeathes the "gift"...so yeah it was so not intended to be some murky ironic word-smear..i enjoyed eyedreamism six immensly....i was captivated by every syllable..well not every syllable..every WORD..yeah that's it..(sigh)
later,
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magicforest
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you know eyedreamism_vi was the one I was the most uncertain about. the one i most strongly suspected of ruining everything.
and yet you liked it.
life is funny that way
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oldephebe
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Okay so picture a drum track starting right now..and some slickly produced from the Kingdom of Funk asides..now bring in the base..test..ya check two..Ahem: and what if i didn't like it? so what? who am i but just some disembodied voice..in your own eyes be queen of all you survey..period..doesn't really matter what a bunch of pretentious petulant pencil pushers, fallen scribes scratching out a theme to some scorched serrated shade falling from the hieghts like the first angels howling in desolation..cast out of the heart of God's hidden light..
Now stop. I said stop the music!..self obsessed aside interposition begin.."or something like that..and i am of course"..Now begin the track..add some effulgence to this groove and DROP it!
I am referring only to myself..a rhetorical renegade..sculpting out of harrow, the hinges, the heuristics.there it bursting out of a barrel..only me only what you see only the tides and torrents that shaped this unquenchable ache,'snot fake,i i i am ecstatic in these gyrations of the dramatic..three floors up..and two stores down..beauty is in the eye of its creator..so let's not belabor the point it's idiosyncratic..a sacred syntax..whelped out of the loveless womb..don't its striations show?
...okay what the hell am I talking about..magicfrost you are inordinately gifted..I'm stunned every time iread your words..and yeah even out of the delusions of my encephalic ego I gotta give you props..
later,
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erm what
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dont you mean
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erm what?
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Dung Hole Johnny
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Hey Al? Whadaya think?
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sabbie
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my hand hurts me
i hurt my hand
i
hurt my hand today [trent]
[ish]
and it was yesterday.
but apart from that, it's a spanking song, isn't it?
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stork daddy
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definetly porno
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just shut down, clamping an iron hand around your heart to stop its throb, to try and keep the ache from seeping out between your fingers. behind your eyes you will probably feel empty, but emptiness is probably better than tears. i have not been able to cry much when intensely personal tragedies happen; i think i stop the enormity of the situation from reaching wherever it is where i feel things the most. i think so; because otherwise i cry at disney movies, i cry listening to classical music,i cried my eyes out when my dog died. which means i'm not insensitive, and i *do* feel things intensely.
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what's it to you?
who
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