unsatisfied
adam i am. 990302
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startfires screaming feed me
fill me up again
temporarily pacified
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grendel the_hollow 001012
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Barrett stinkfist, stinkfist, I've gotta stinkfist.
(and my elbow smells pretty too)
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nanny the story of my life 011215
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cube short story. perhaps you should consider a hobby that benefits others. helping the homeless must be very fulfilling
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emmi i've never been as not in the mood as i was last night...it's a new experience. i felt annoyed when you accidentally trapped my hair somewhere under your knee/elbow/hand. i kept thinking, what are you fantasizing about? i thought, do you really love me enough? am i doing the right thing after all, am i sure about this guy? when you sounded like you were really enjoying yourself and started going at it faster and harder, i got angry that you might make me sore. and i felt as if i had to fake my pleasure myself...i was angry that i've never had an orgasm with you, i blamed you for it. when you finished, i wanted you to get off me right away. you snored all night and i hit you in the ribs and pushed you away. i was very annoyed that i got not pleasure and i felt used. it was awful...i hope this doesn't happen again. 050121
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emmi not = no........ 050121
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Syrope it really does baffle me

it can be the smallest things
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emmi his energy lasts...only until he has pleased himself.
FINE, GO TO SLEEP THEN.
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rage what the fuck is wrong? 060716
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next to Nobody HUNGER. 060716
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misstree how often will i be left wanting? trying to keep my cool as i'm near climbing the curtains, wondering, wanting to wail and howl but there's nothing. there's something either dead or away and i know it with the gut that is rarely wrong, the one i never listen to and always should have. i am strapped into the roller coaster. i can't help it. right now, it hurts. before, bliss. after, who knows. what am i for but enduring. to my horror, parts of me thrive on it. even the hunger feeds a bit of beast i would gladly excise, if only i could do without it.

it would take so little to fill me.
060721
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