things_i_want_but_cannot_have werewolf I want to believe. I want to believe. is it safe? is that faith? please let me. 020514 ... silentbob my deposit 020514 ... Tildan fooooooood 020514 ... blamethesky you. 020514 ... little wonder too fucking much. 020514 ... stork daddy too much fucking 020514 ... becclebee somewhere to live (that hasn't been taken over by tumbledown faeries) 020515 ... eklektic i always want things and never have them. namely, boys. 020515 ... Kate Another pep band football game that you would be at, playing with us. But you're leaving in 3 days. More days with you. I only have 3. Even if you avoid my eyes and my presence. A 2:22 in the 800m, but that's quite out of my reach, as it looks now. You to write me a poem on the back of my Salinger books like you wrote on yours. 5 chances to relive certain moments to enjoy them once again or to change my mistakes. You. And your love. But I can't. 020515 ... jessica fletcher trust a car and a driver's license a new goat oreos a reason to run away vacation to my great grandma's garden...before she died.that's totally my happy place ryan to marry me smaller 020515 ... cheer-up-emo-kid to be able to trust him again. to make him happy. to help him get over his addictions. ((I know none of that is ever going to happen)) 020515 ... j emo kid, smile! you need some jimmy eat world. think happy. 020516 ... Freak -To not be here -To not have these scars -To be able to see my father more than I do -For my brother to know his father -To not ALWAYS be so tired -To be finished with school -To be able to fly 020516 ... ShnizelCheese For my Brother to come back. For the Pain to go away. To be someone else. To be somewhere else. For the War to stop. 030324 ... Nathan88 a Subaru WRX fast a Honda CBR faster this ESCALADE... unfathomableness http://www.lingenfelter.com/classified0023.asp Whipes drool from mouth* 030324 ... Gilraen (s.h.o.t.h) It happened again. I took one look at you and my mind went numb. You stared down at me as you walked past and I've been hooked on you ever since. But I know that nothing will come of this. Me being with you is just an unattainable dream and now I can only sit here thinking of and hoping for what will never be. You and me. 030325 ... ClairE Also things_I_want_but_can_t_have. Is there a difference in the statement? A bit more finality to one, a little bit more stomp? 031110 ... ClairE Er...things_i_want_but_can't_have? 031110 ... ClairE OK, here's one: a link to this goddamn blathe. Things_I_want_but_can't_have. It exists! 031110 ... :_) stork daddy 040201 ... h the power to undo. 040202 ... no reason clarity ability to erase and start over 040202 ... unhinged - to live my life without the responsibility of school on my shoulders - drugs (more of a logistical problem really) - someone that understands that won't treat me like shit (ha) i'm lonely again and it's somehow disturbing and comforting at the same time. not the 'they went on vacation and are coming back next week' kind of lonely but the 'they died are never coming back' kind of lonely. i died again. and i don't know if i'm ever coming back. it's just not fucking worth it anymore. blah blah blah whine whine whines too much 040202 ... Machiavelli70 Her body; it is not mine to take, but hers to give. 040304 ... Nikita i want to, no, i don't feel like setting myself up for criticism from certain nameless individual who happen to find me completely inadequate in every possible way, so why bother. what i want? i get some things. sometimes i don't. 040304 ... ethereal happiness. 040304 ... Borealis some days I want you back other days I wish I had never met you 040304 ... ethereal To be missed. 040329 ... atomic reaction Your soul.. hehehe 040330 ... me to be 5 years old again forever 040331 ... misstree more time just when i was dreading it 040331 ... no reason perfect pitch 040525 ... Ivory Hmmm... serenity. 050424 ... andru235 is there a word limit on answers to this question? this life has really put the 'men' back in 'torment' that's my re: torte 050424 ... . parts of my life to re-live 050425 what's it to you? who go blather from