satan_rejected_my_soul daxle as low as he goes, he never quite goes that low 020729 ... Rickster Because your soul is something you cannot give away. Do not tary on such a waste of time, your mother gave you life and this is how you treat her with this bullshit sign? You think you can escape life so easily, it's true. You miss the points that are highlighted and bold in big fucking blue. If you keep your eyes closed from the embracing embark, then you will never have an end, and be back to where you start. 021226 ... sabbie If you keep your eyes closed from the embracing embark... then the embruises will not be unembareable. sorry, but what the hell are you talking about? "your mother gave you life and this is how you treat her with this bullshit sign?" my mother and my father and some little slimey cells all conspired to bring about this flesh, but my mind is quite my own and i dont own anybody anyfuckingthing for it. and you cant go back to the start without getting to the end first, otherwise you are still jsut in the middle somewhere. any privet hedge will tell you that alice. 021226 ... minnesota_chris haha sabbie will you marry me? On second thought, maybe that's not a good idea... sometimes, way late at night I talk like Rickster, and you'd probably hit me in the head with a frying pan or something. 021226 ... Rickster Drugs are good 021227 ... blown cherry I need somewhere to focus my hate 021227 ... Rickster I think I shouldn't post when I'm drunk anymore...anyways. Forget what I said I don't even remember typing that, sorry bout that! Was just a little...hammered...thats all... anyhow... I think the morale of the story is you don't give away something you cannot release. When you give away your soul you die, so please explain to me how thats free for you to give? Go jump off a bridge to make it all better? Ya fuckin right, bullshit. Your parents can be as evil and twisted as you make them out to be, but it doesn't matter anymore as long as you don't live with them. Perhaps their ill-manor taught you how to grow up much faster then others, but its hard to see it that way. People can choose to see the soul however they so choose, but its never going to be an object you can just give away. Your mind is your own, your spirit is your own, your soul is your own. The fact is these are what makes us individuals, if we no longer have them then how are we human anymore? Do you want to be just some drone that stares off into the void, for no reason that has nothing to live for? You think everyone else should go out of their way to give you a reason to want to just accept the life you have? Not many people want to, but there are a few. Even still it's something that you in the end will have to fix, get over the whole it's useless thing because it's what makes you, you. If you don't accept yourself for who you are, then make the changes approprietly and learn how to fucking accept yourself! 021227 ... x who the hell are you bitching at, anyway? 021227 ... Rickster Perhaps myself, perhaps God, perhaps you. You never know, which is why writting is wonderful. 021230 ... Mahayana which didnt startle me much, most people never do like competition a great deal, but what actually disturbed me was when i felt rejected by you ... nothing else seemed to matter and hell by then even satan sought after me for i was frail and straightforwardly defeat-able 021230 ... satan i think we've got our story backwards, here. 030712 ... Dafremen He said I have more work to do. What id he mean by that. Why is he talking to me? I don't even believe in Satan per se. I believe he is desire and man's base nature. (And the spigot for some damn fine German brew!) 030712 what's it to you? who go blather from