a_different_sort_of_crazy yummyC Its there. maybe we are all crazy. it depends upon definition... but I seriously doubt one person. he just needs to confide in me and maybe i will care. and Maybe I'll accept him finally. 010718 ... yummychuckle crazy is such an easy thing to be. I'm afraid of saying the wrong thing to someone that as the authority to label me as 'insane'. I mean, everyone is, but maybe they hide it better. or maybe its just me. I'm so afraid of it. 010809 ... yummyC fuckity fuck fuck fuck, my computer is FUCKing up. hey you with the wedding dress on... 010809 ... bride you rang? 010809 ... florescent light my roommate labeled me as borderline psychotic 010809 ... black-dyed gel product I bet that if I could peel the skin off my boss's face, you would then be able to see the thick blackened gel of indifference built up from years of hating himself and the world, and from being unfulfilled by the path he chose to take in life, lining the outside of his skull. Do any of you think about this? Anyone? I guess not. 010810 ... Mushroomman They labeled me Schitzophrenic Borderline_psychotic manic_depressive depressed Crack_boy Crackhead ADD ADHD homo crazy freak Satanic Devil_worshiper But i proved them ALL wrong hahahaha.... 010811 ... Mushroomman i think not only has it built up along the outside of his skull, it seeped into his brain thru the tiny cracks... 010811 ... devalis the kind of crazy that people are accepted and loved for. Dennis Rodman- Rupaul-Marilyn Manson-Ozzy Osbourne-Britney Spears-Martha Stuart-Monica Lewinsky crazy. the kind of crazy that's okay. 020816 ... bethany ...you called? 020816 ... eklektic todays been a crazy day. i had to go to school to take my spanish final again in order to move on to spanish two. i studied for a long time and i learned all of my vocab words and conjugations. so when 4:30 rolled around, i was nervous but ready. and i saw whitney down the hall, about to go to a tennis sleepover and she took my hand and smiled and told me i'd do fine. i took it. and i passed. and now i can go to spanish two. then i had to go work and i didnt feel good. when i got home i laid down for a while before pulling out of the garage and almost running into the fence. i drove to work in the rain, a little faster than i should have and clocked in just in time. when i came inside from taking down the umbrellas on the patio of the "icecream shoppe" everyone came up to me and said "what's that hanging on the wall for you?" i didnt know what they were talking about and they kept saying "you haven't seen it? we all have and you haven't?" i said no. and jen pulled me to the board and showed me my gift. and i smiled a slightly bewildered smile and took it down. i knew who it was from but had no idea how it got there. i asked everyone and no one knew. everyone was as dumbfounded as i was. jen and i read it twice while we ate icecream - she eating chocolate butter fudge with peanutbutter topping and i, chocolate with marshmallow topping and nuts. she thought it was interesting and odd and remembered you when i told her who sent it. then, as i got into her car to go home, i opened the door to find my copy of "perks" in her carseat. i screamed because i hadn't seen it in such a long time and i flipped through it like i'd never read it before. we listened to dave matthews on the way home and talked about dashboard confessional and how she and chris carrabba have the same eyes. she thought it'd be "spiffy" if they hooked up. 020816 ... the Walrus I'm NOT schitzophrenic, and neither am I. 020817 ... Rae I am not crazy... i am just good at finding cracks and falling through them. 020818 ... log burning fire eklektik. nice work. your writing is engaging. 020818 ... R3 I like the kind with nuts. 020818 what's it to you? who go blather from