dumbfounded unhinged i couldn't say no. even though i've spent the past two months on the brink between crying and screaming. he asked if he could stop by and i couldn't say no. he kept talking about our band and i didn't have the heart to tell him that i've been done for a long time. i don't want to have the breakup conversation. i don't even know how to have the breakup conversation. 070602 what's it to you? who go blather from