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yummychuckle I hardly ever make the comment that someone (a girl) is too skinny.
very rarely say it.
and most of the time, when i do, i say it to reassure Erica or some other friend that I don't have completely unhealthy veiws on what looks good to my bulimic mind. I don't even mean it.

SOMEONE i know was always saying he was too skinny, which is hilarious, because he is perfect to me.

ok apparently not perfect... but pretty close. its just that someone else that seemed closer to perfection kept distracting my thoughts.

its like I'm never happy with what I have.
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Logan Im way too skinny, and I know it...oh well its me... 010629
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yummychuckle logan is NOT too skinny. 010629
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Logan ya he definatly is... 010630
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johnny west I used to be so skinny I could see my ribs portruding. Can't see you anymore, ya goddamn ribs. Piss on you! 010701
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johnnys ribs hey you piece of shit! what's up with the hostility?! you should really be more appreciative of us. we try to be nice to you, return the love. 010701
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johnny west Sorry guys. But what have you really done for me? Huh? You never got me laid or anything, did you? I mean...how have you helped me? 010701
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johnnys ribs try getting rammed in our general area with, oh we don't know, say a lead pipe or something. then imagine what might have happened if we weren't there to protect the stuff behind us. that should make you a little more appreciative.

::: whispering to one another :::
what an ungrateful little brat. we put ourselves out there just so poor little johnny won't die and this is the thanks we get. he pisses on us.
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johnny west ::: massaging ribs :::

There, there. How's this; I'll see if I can get into a fight with that huge bald guy in front of my house, and I'll let you do your stuff. Then you'll know that I really do appreciate you, albeit in a remarkably skewed way.
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johnnys ribs oh, it's all clear now. just our being there isn't enough anymore. we have to PROVE our dedication to your well being. fine. if that's the way it's gotta be, we'll do it your way. 010701
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johnny west ::: with a wistful grin :::

If you ribs were women, we could have us some fun.
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johnnys ribs some of us are. and the ladies are startin to get excited.
::: insert winky face in ribs form :::
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johnny west OH YEAH! That's the_answer for me. 010701
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johnnys ribs well, we know what you like. we are inside you, ya know. 010701
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johnny west Well what are you waiting for? Come outta me and let's get loose! 010701
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Becky Sometimes I'd rather I was this. 010701
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mmm i've told u before and i'll tell u again, if given the chance i wouldn't change a thing about u, nothing. 010701
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black-dyed gel product I was skinny for a while, but the booze put a little weight on me. Now I'm just normal weight. 010701
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heart_broken_once_again you may not wish to change anything, but we need to change ourselves. its what makes us feel good. it gives us confidence. so dont take our 'dreams' away from us, or give us false hope. because even though you may say you want it to stay just the way it is, it just isnt so.
excuse me, im still a tad bitter. but give it time. itll change. we will change. everything will change.
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minnesota_chris the girl who sold me my coffee beans had a worn-out, junkie look to her. Too much of a good thing. 090619
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unhinged they tell me i am

my mother
my co_worker



i eat less now
drink more
the buzz lasts longer that way

but i don't really try

i keep track of what i eat
better than most

today:

three eggs with cilantro and salsa
toast with butter


green tea artichoke bisque
bread, butter

strawberries
pineapple
chocolate

red wine
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