more_bullshit elimeny wandering in from the weather she is trembling from the cold you dont have to be her hero you dont have to be that bold all you gotta do is tell her in a gentle sort of way that you'd love to see her living that you'd love to see her sway you know you want her so just take her cause shes there for the taking go ahead and touch her skin its just a border for the colors within and she cant color within the lines come to me come come to me are you feeling confused? fearing abuse? she dances on tables but whispers in dreams shes not what you expected shes not what she seems shes all that you're wanting and more there besides you know you cant run from the green in her eyes you know that you want her and dont be afraid i assure you you're welcome shes not gonna break because she is me and im here to be tamed take what you want im all that you want take what you need ill give you the same we circle around each other taking in the scenery when all i want is you and all you want is me lets stop playing games and admit to ourselves that we want each other that wed like to uncover what sits on our shelves and hides from the light ive opened my doors so come on inside im not here to burden you im not here to play im here to be with you im here to be tamed 030106 ... elimeny somebody please explain this to me. E: busy? M: at work or otherwise? E: otherwise. M: kinda E: alright, later then M: later what? E: well, i mean, if you are busy, ill stop buggin you M: i'm not doing anything now M: i'm probably going to sleep soon E: ah E: you havent been very conversational as of late. whats up? M: i'm kind of pissed off and depressed E: why? E: i mean, if you want to talk about it M: it's not worth talking about E: Okay. E: yeah.. so i came home and feeling sort of depressed just went to sleep like i always do. and ive been meaning to do laundry for hours, but am too moody to walk down a fucking flight of stairs. M: happens to everybody E: so i guess for some psychotic reason, maybe because im psychotic, i thought i would just ramble on and on to you for God knows how long, but now im kinda tired of having a conversation with myself, so im going to go do laundry. night. M: night Auto response from E: im just ranting and raving to myself. not in the mood to chit chat. lock your doors to protect yourselves from the wrath of Jessie! so what the hell was that all about? somebody please explain that to me because i am COMPLETELY at a loss. no you know what? forget it. you suck. fucking coward. im sick of this bullshit. 030106 ... minnesota_chris are you M or E? They both seem distressed. 030107 ... Kristopher Hrmmm. . . Okay, that first post? *rolls up sleeves* See these? Goosebumps. Okay, that second post? What the hell. . . okay, 1. Don't say you're pissed off or depressed without ready to back it up with an explanation. 2. If someone says they want to talk to you, TALK THE FUCK BACK!! Don't be the wall; the wall is never an interesting conversationalist. 3. Never, ever put yourself under the Wrath of the Queen of Madness. I've met her; she is hyper, and loves sugar and vodka. She could fuck you up ten ways from Sunday in under three minutes flat. Okay, I think I've said more than my piece. Press on, Jessie. *S* God Save The Queen. . . 030107 ... elimeny i am E 030107 ... minnesota_chris well, people can be moody for any reason. I wouldn't take it personally unless he says so. I'm pretty sunny, but about once a week I don't want to talk to anyone. On those days, though, I leave the instant messaging off... 030108 ... Rhin when i'm moody, i don't turn my instant messenger off. i just go into away mode and use a 'colorful' away message. colorful = when the ratio of cursing to pleasantry is 20 to 1. 030108 what's it to you? who go blather from