moving_on capri finally....... 030514 ... blue star moving on from a friendship is a slow and painful process, and it's such a hard choice to make. The indomitable humanist in me keeps thinking that I'm being impatient, or unkind, while my self-pride keeps telling me to quit taking this shit. It's way too hard to be responsible for picking one or the other. Unfortunately, experience seems to be teaching me a lot about moving on from friendships... 030515 ... Asylum Bound Moving on has been the hardest thing for me to do. I miss it, the people, the smells, the memories, the laughter, the romances, the possibilies. But I know now that I have to move on and learn to start over. There will be new smells, romances, new kisses, new laughter, new life. Who will they be with? HIM? :) 080229 ... Risen More and more women are showing interest online, and I know it is only a matter of time before one of them piques my interest enough. I am on the brink of moving on, and I can't decide if that makes me happy or sad. 141207 ... fishawk I think it will always be both... I have not had to "move on" really... but when I imagine it, I see myself stubbornly sleeping in memories and wondering if I can ever fairly love someone else while I am eternally missing another. It seems impossible to even imagine... I think those who truly love us would want us to be loved and happy, we'll all meet again in the end as one. I hope the best for you and your heart. 141207 ... unhinged i had a feeling it would take awhile, but damn. im glad its finally started. 141207 ... lexaf out of nowhere the_saddest_song quiet after the kid is in bed after first world problems unexpected circular 141208 ... Risen @Unhinged You're right. It took a while, but it is worth it, I think. Then again, knowing as I do how it feels when the person you love loves someone else more than you..... can I put someone through that? 141208 ... Iren3_adler Impossible. 141209 ... fishawk I had taken the thought of moving on as moving on after the death of a deep_love / current life_partner well before life has shown you how to deal with such a loss, however I suppose that an ended relationship of any kind that you were unprepared to accept could be just as difficult. Personally I feel that I would.more easily.move on from being "left" by my heartmate than his physical death from this world, especially while we are so close and apart of each others life experience. Either way, just my feelings, I do not intend to downplay your feelings at all, I feel that all emotion is valid though I do not always understand them or feel the same. Rambling_is_an_art! Or maybe it's just time consuming and confusing. 141209 ... Risen Done. I feel so free. 150607 ... unhinged #aintgottime patience and forgiveness are currently at an all time low for me. disrespect me once, shame on you. disrespect me twice, goodbye. 150607 ... fir3cuB3 there is no moving-on, in my versions i am merely shifting my consciousness away... while a part of me isn't unhinged from her in my detailed subconscious. Those lingering touches... raw. 150607 what's it to you? who go blather from