what_i_need_most
monadh sleep
love
to forgive
and forget
to speak my heart's truths
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jerrym please, don't forget.
it provides the continuity
whether we like it or not.

we need continuity.

three_words
which is just
one.
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Megan A hug. 010318
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mikey megan * hugs * 010318
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dB What I need most. Right now? a decent pen. Someone's been in my office again and nicked off with all my good pens.
and that maked dB sad :-(.
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Megan thanks mikey.... but blather hugs don't work as well as physical ones... I've been going through oxytocin withdrawal for the past I don't know how many years... It's very bad. 010318
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kx21 Q_As... 010318
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birdmad not what but whom 010318
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k for my best friend to be my friend again. 010318
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farmfish the understanding of how to give and receive right now. 010319
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sabbie a job.

being a lady of lesuire is all well and good but there are only so many bettering texts a young lady can read, and all my oil paintings are wet, so i cant do any more on them.

plus, im butt poor.

excuse me, but in the best sharmanic traditions, i am going outside to preform a naked-under-the-full-moon-job-summoning-dance.

please send your best wishes, candles and any accolites you may have right along.
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deb you...
here with me
with the knowledge
that you don't have to
go home in a few days
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kx21 The Spark of idea... 010321
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peta to be accepted...by no one other than myself. 010321
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ragueneau caran d'ache, the white one. 010401
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elisabeth I need to be happy again, I need to fix everything. I need a hug from you everyday. Thats what i need most A HUG 010411
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.sunshine. do you know what i love the most? 010505
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pontifier painkillers and a BJ 021230
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Rhin ;) 021230
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scuzz My need is not always my necessity. not always in the best interest of others, and their thoughts pass me now. I see so little now and just need so much. I need peace because I just got in a fight with my friend. I need food, rations for tonight's long haul, an endless hall indeed. and I turn to you people, because I need you? Hmm, this is calming. that's all I see right now. 021230
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devalis a look in the eye
a kiss on the lips
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Lilac a reason to cry 030103
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minnestoa_chris delete all the videogames. . . check.
Delete the web browser (again). . .
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p2 self control
or sedatives
030107
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*nat* a good nights sleep and someone to share it with me.
more time.
everything goes so fast nowadays
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margadant11 A women in my life... 030112
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sonic someone to love me and for me to love them back. not someone in my family but a guy out of my family that doesnt have to love me but still does. thats what i need most. 030113
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shoccolo please, don't look to a man to validate you as a humann being.

anyway, i see really ugly people in love, every day - so no matter what, you're bound to find the love of your life.

(I'm not daying you're ugly - i'm saying that beawuse so may uglies find love - you will, when it's time, regardless)

we all do - it's the natural order.
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brandonL a new life 031203
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Molly I could use some motivation to write this senior project proposal that I have to do for homework.

Hmmm...a zoom forward to June, 2004 and GRADUATION ...or maybe just to x-mas vacation.

A good roaring party

A Phish concert

...and some warm shoes

...and maybe some attractive male humans as there are NONE in my particular area of the globe.

Thats about it
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maybenonamemam no idea none what so ever
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yep, still nothing popping
snapping
falling
contacting
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like this alot tho
ya kno?
040911
what's it to you?
who go
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