jeff addicted to a girl from maine hello baton rouge all this for you return of the eruth be 001022 ... hungry ghost Basho said: town where I was born. as I weep over my umbilical cord the year comes to a close 020914 ... Eva "hold my hand I'm so nervous! I just want to say...that I like you alot. I completely and totally adore you" 021206 ... whitney you make everything fit together. 030202 ... unhinged i miss you brother when i need a hug to stop the dam from breaking, you always squeeze me just right so that all my bones pop. and i miss staying up late with you and just talking about shit. i keep thinking a lot lately about how much it is going to suck when i move to milwaukee just because i can't stand to not see you for a few weeks let alone a few months. maybe i will buy you a plane ticket for christmas next year. 030202 ... whitney at your most beautiful i count your eyelashes secretly with everyone whisper i love you i let you sleep i know you're closed eyed watching me listening 030505 ... Rotten77 works at albertsons. 030505 ... in groups another ex-boyfriend who knows how i operate. "it must be unmanifest!" hearts get broken, but hearts also mend. we've had a broadening in mind. 031204 ... celestias shadow Oh my god, where do I start? No matter what I say, it won't come close to what I actually want to say. But I'll try. Jeff, you were the first guy that ever liked me. I think that means something, but I also think the friendship we have now is even better. I love being friends with you. I swear, sometimes I think we are the same person, in two different bodies. Quite frankly, it frightens me. There shouldn't be two of me, and certainly not two of you. I don't think the world could deal with another one of either of us. Caitlin Collins certainly couldn't. I guess this is a friend letter. Not a love letter, per se, but just....thanks for being my friend. 031204 ... celestias shadow but now I'm scared. 040213 ... hadflatter is forkin retarded 040314 ... halo "inaction, intention, like emeralds I stole" fucking beautiful 040621 ... . jeff_buckley you left some stars in my belly 040621 ... . you mean from deleware? 040621 ... . you mean from delaware? 040621 ... . you mean from delaware? 040621 ... . you mean he of the sadistic controlling mindset? the endlessly chaffing whole in his self esteem that he needs to tirelessly build up...? 040621 ... unhinged i wish you didn't have to move thousands of miles away. i get it, but i wish that you didn't have to. cause yeah i moved away first, but i didn't move across an ocean asshole. 040621 ... unhinged there's something about the name it tears a hole in my heart leo scorpio don't_go he's got shoulder length dreads and a pierced septum now dropped 100 lbs into the ocean off his surfboard and he makes me feel so small like i don't know a thing i_remember sitting on the lanai with him when we first got there days before his 19th birthday and we could see the pacific ocean lit up by the nightlife of waikiki and he still had the childlike excitement in his voice back then 'i can't believe i'm gonna LIVE here' i only get to see him once a year now if i'm lucky i miss my beautiful friend 060529 ... unhinged i'm gonna write you a long sappy letter for your 21st birthday; yep. 060711 ... nom jeff lewis band 060711 what's it to you? who go blather from