vanishing_point birdmad The imaginary or illusory intersection of parallel lines. If i go far enough, i will get there eventually. 000506 ... grendel still trying to reach the escape_velocity that will free me from the gravity of myself and get me there 000709 ... freakizh a little nice place painted above jesus's head in the last supper. 010723 ... paste! the home of ducks, or are they blabbering rams? i can't tell anymore because the rain-made-of-vinegar is clouding my vision. scratch me behind the banana so i can slouch away into a field of diagrams. 010723 ... OuT a great movie. man I'd love to have an old muscle car like that. 010724 ... silent storm We're standing outside in the cold as the train pulls into the station. My mother gives one last hug before I go. As soon as I step on board, I feel as though I have vanished. I am leaving my own world behind only to enter one in which I do not really exist. But I will hold on to that final comforting embrace until I see her again. 020201 ... mechanical birdmad i'm running for it i_wanna_disappear 020319 ... little fury bug when will I get there? that's where he ran off to. I think I'm gonna go follow him. 020618 ... god esape_velocity 020618 ... pat sajak escape_velocity 020618 ... Photofused I was in circular quay the other day, sketching for class. I start to draw this perspective along this alley, when one of my classmates, terri came and stood right where my vanishing point would be, and began to sketch. So I yelled out, "Hey, you're standing in my vanishing point!" She yelled back "Well I'm using you for mine, so it'll all work out." How could this be true? How can I BE the vanishing point? I'd have to be infinitely small! She was in FRONT of mine, but I, apparently, was hers? 020807 ... birdmad not being a cat, i was never immune to it. not being anything particularly good, i think, has made me more susceptible, if anything. 030807 ... unhinged yeah, you're right. you don't call me very often. and i suppose now it's because you don't need me anymore. fuck_that 030808 ... power trip take it to the limit, and let it go there's nothing you can do to stop it let it go 031027 ... when darkness falls it gets smaller and smaller until it disappears into the darkness, and it never comes back. maybe in thousand years, but not yet, not in this lifetime. 031031 ... mourninglight I am the vanishing point. the point where self meets self...and two become one unwittingly without either party noticing. you never really believed me when I said I had a black hole for a soul..did you? 050616 ... Mandy Pachinko i'm sorry, did you say varnishing_point? no. ok. then well i'll just epscage_velcrochirty. 050617 ... .fallen I don't even believe in nothing anymore... I no longer feel the sacred.... the clown suit is out there gathering dust with the golden ball and I can't even see it... there is no monster there is no snarling the wings were never there the tentacles never stretched the veil was lifted from the beautiful_lie that was never there to reveal ugly_truth or anything elase for that matter mighty mountains crumbled and nobody heard those gods fall paradise was lost over and over... there is no tribe... there was never any signpost... not even the spiral_women were there... the envelope was never pushed... there was no excess to explore... there is only skin and meat and bones and guts and maybe that isn't even true... there is no truth there is no collective_consciousness or consensual_reality thou_art_god was never ever a god, those mountains fell....those mountains were never there do_as_thou_wilt.... these things mean nothing... these words mean nothing.. and I don't believe in nothing anymore and I don't feel the sacred I don't see the vanishing point 050826 what's it to you? who go blather from