i_wanna_disappear
user-friendly grendel
and
we
love
the
abuse
because
it
makes
us
feel
like
we
are
needed
011029
...
Aimee
yup
.
I
do
.
011029
...
Subterranean Visions
i
want
to
leave
.
i
want
to
be
left
alone
to
do
my
own
little
thing
in
my
own
little
world
.
until
i
get
lonely
.
011030
...
Effingham Fish
How
do
I
disappear
from
myself
?
011030
...
camouflaged bird
when
i
figure
that
out
,
i'll
let
everyone
know
(
if
i
haven't
done
it
already
)
011031
...
ANG
Let
me
know
too
!
That'd
be
great
thanks
!
011031
...
dB
If
only
I
could
escape
.
Leave
a
dummy
in
my
place
Slip
away
, trough
the
walls
and
not
listen
,
at
all
.
011031
...
Photophobe
How
to
disappear
completely
.
I'm
not
here
.
This
isn't
happening
.
020318
...
Casey
would
anyone
notice
I
was
gone
?
No
020331
...
Fire&Roses
I've
read
those
books
.
The
main
character
changes
his
apperance,
his
name
,
get
a
passport
and
some
credit
cards
and
dissappears.
I
want
to
do
that
.
To
just
up
and
leave
one
day
.
I'll
change
my
name
to
Renee
Elizabeth
Hoffman,
dye
my
hair
a
golden
blonde
get
that
nose
job
.
I
would
walk
down
the
streets
in
high
heels
in
short
skirts
, confidently.
I
would
learn
to
speak
french
again
.
I
wouldn't
be
a
person
.
I
want
to
dissappear
030811
...
me
how
?
i
wish
i
could
.
040122
...
Jane Doe
I'm
already
starting
to
040122
...
pipedream
so
i
can
see
where
you
go
,
and
maybe
someday
know
why
...why
you
want
to
;
why
you
didn't
let
me
follow
so
you
wouldn't
be
lonesome
there
,
why
i
am
nonetheless
so
invisble
in
so
many
parts
..
040122
...
Eraserhead
The
horror
of
conciousness
brings
on
the
feeling
.
You
realize
that
this
physical
body
is
not
a
gift
but
a
cleverly
designed
trap
.
Its
a
rat
maze
with
no
exit
.
Suicide
is
far
too
violent
.
To
fade
away
is
the
ideal
solution
.
050126
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from