motivation
me? i have absolutely no motivation to get up in the morning. which is why i get up at noon. 991124
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Quintessensual I will have absolutely no motivation to get up at noon, because it's morning and i'm still up. 991124
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R.A.I.N. Synonymous with my ideals 991215
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amy subject to being blown apart by analysis. sigh. 000207
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Brad It's hard to get motivated about something you're less than satisfied with, but the only way to become more satisfied is to force a motivation. This, ladies and gentlemen, is what makes being a musician hard work. 000619
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unhinged how strongly i agree brad.

it's the whole thing where if you suck at something you don't want to keep doing it over and over again cause if you do it just keeps reminding you that you suck. some days i wake up with a fair amount of motivation to practice and get better and some days i can't even get out of bed. i have no idea where it comes from.
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twiggie i have all of the potential, and i think, hmmm maybe if i didn't procrastinate and maybe if i hadn't slacked then, i could get into that college. but i completely lack the motivation, i see no point most of the time. 001222
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j_blue in my mind there are 2 worlds

one is mechanical, the other is not

mechanical requires nothing, ever

it can function eternally, and is only a function of existance

mechanical just happens, naturally

that is how i can function unmotivated; i relegate life to the mechanism, and spend the unmechanical listening to the rest and being bored
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unhinged i found some motivation somewhere...where i'm not quite sure. but it was the happiest discovery of my life in the past two years. one day i will be kick ass. 010124
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Morelen I have no motivation. I have a routine schedule, that i follow to the t everyday, i am just a robot pretending to be human 010124
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kx21 some motivation somewhere...where it is better to be a robot rather than to be Human... 010125
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pioneer motivation
the lack of it kills you
the abundance of it empowers you
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xyz i have to write an essay for lit class on my motivation in pursuing a particular career.
it's meant to be a practice essay for a college application.
my primary motivation is fear.
i'd write about that if i weren't so afraid of the grade i'd recieve.
ugh.
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mamaflamajama maybe you could talk about a career in education.... and turning the whole crapped-up system on its ear. (at the very least removing the fear-motivated grading system)

it is a garauunteed F, but hey, f-it.


these days... what do we have to loose?
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unhinged it's cold and raining
and the thought of walking to the bus stop
in my t-shirt and knee-length skirt
chased me back inside
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The Blackest of The Black Sheep All motivation I had has been destroyed because I've been institutionalized from work and have been conformed into a pointless rut.......well, it's really from smoking too much weed, and staying up really late. 040829
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Syrope need to study
need to study
need to study
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Twitch Ultimately...Nothing really matters. It's such a shame. I realize that certain things matter to me...but even so, that's not to say they matter. 061026
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srealisma and so into the orchestral:

the art
the love
the communication
the future
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nr i'm not sure how to get this

i have so many ideas and so much i want to try, but i can't make myself actually do any of it
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