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unhinged
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i had a dream about you the other night. that makes me wonder if you are ok.
amber jade is completely captivating on stage
amber jade is a singer
amber jade is creating a new music
amber jade is writing a feature on julian for a national newspaper
amber jade is doing her part to boost tucson's smothered music scene
amber jade is a real contender
amber jade is breast
amber jade is a lovely
i googled you and this is what i found. i guess that means that you are okay.
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amber jade is not ok. well, i guess i am physically. i've lost the love of my life. he shot himself in june, so i guess emotionally i am a wreck. it's nice to know someone's thinking about me though.
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unhinged
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i found that out from something else you wrote. it was weird that i dreamed about you a few weeks ago. you were very happy in the dream. you were laughing and smiling like we used to at dennys.
life is so fucked up anymore.
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MollyCule
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She lives!
Shock and awe.
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oh i know all about the fuckupedness of life, trust me. what's up mollycule, played any scrabble lately? i went to jail for 46 days for not doing a 3 day rehab for a dui. you would SO not like scrabble in jail. people come up with the most fucked up words and get so pissed when you tell them they're not really words. like querl. and all kindsa ebonic words. i stopped playing after the first few games, it just gave me a headache.
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unhinged
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i guess it was all just a dream
like frank said 'there's no saftey in dreams'
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silentbob
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Also, Amber, are you aware we sent the blather red book to you? It was to your mothers house i think
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lovers lament
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never got it bobby, sorry. i was waiting for it.
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celestias shadow
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'tis a beeeeyootiful name
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MollyCule
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Yeah, but I kinda know what you mean about the scrabble, I just spent two days playing it in the mental ward. Trust me, crazy people have a lotta words that are stranger than "querl".
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unhinged
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we'd probably shock each_other now but i just found myself wondering how you are
our days
way back in the day
are still close to my heart
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KarmaBound
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Amber is still here, not as far away as you might think and I miss you dear. :)
Lately life has been spent at home locked away from the world. Such a change from how I used to be. Strange even to myself. Sick all the time, literally, not figuratively, and just trying to get by day to day.
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im glad to know you are kinda better...? im actually pretty far away these days
unhinged_in_seattle
my health has been kinda precarious these days too but its on the mend.
it would be great to talk sometime.
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KarmaBound
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Seattle, my my, you have flown far. How do you deal with all the rain? I think that would make me sad all the time. I am just having some issues, but nothing major I don't think. Chronic nausea for 3 years but my doctors can't say why. I've only recently began the testing, testing, the nonstop testing, but it seems to remain a mystery. And since I quit everything it's much easier to hide from the world anyways so that I am not tempted by others. Hopefully someday I will be strong enough to turn away when it is right in front of me, but for now I am weak and hide. No bars, one friend, one fiance. They know not to bring alcohol anywhere near me, so it helps. Once I can stand on my own, I will venture back out maybe, but for now I am happy at home. Have lots of online friends and enjoy lots of books. Lots of time to myself to just be quiet.
I would like to talk to you too. The email for this name is my main email. I'm on it almost daily. Perhaps drop me a line?
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what's it to you?
who
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