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charley that place inside your head that bars your actions and stuns your dreams. Cold, dark and empty from your own limiting thought processes. Be free. Be Yellow. 980906
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meeker that place outside your head with cold bars and lonely but affectionate largehairymen 990510
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deb my soul rots
in this cage of ribs
while my heart
plots jailbreak
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old hick bait. 000125
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BROKEN HEARTED MY HEART IS HIS BUT LOCKED AWAY HE WILL REMAIN, FOR THOSE BARS KEEP US APRT AND MY TEARS SEEM TO NEVER STOP. OR SEE THE DAY WHERE HE'LL BE MINE AGAIN NOT THEIRS. LIKE A SPRING'S BREEZE I MUST DISAPEAR INTO THE HEAT OF THE SUMMER AND YOU 'LL STILL BE LOCKED AWAY...MY HEART IS HIS BUT LOCKED AWAY HE WILL REMAIN, fOR THOSE BARS KEEPS US APART AND MY TEARS SEEM TO NEVER STOP. 000511
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birdmad i've never been to jail.
Though, by rights, I did enough questionable things with my youth that i should never see the light of day from an open window ever again.

But i was either lucky enough or smart enough to outrace the statute of limitations in every case.

rule number one: never leave fingerprints or wear clothing with rough, easily shed fibers (wool especially)
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mmm do not pass go, do not collect $200 010423
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blathering the day away jail was not much as i expected it to be at all. i went to county i belive federal prision to be more of what i expect. i met some cool people and we chatted and joked to make it easier. once i got to my permenate cell it sucked to sit alone for hours doing nothing at all but it was better than when we were in the holding cells. at least there was a tiny peice of privacy. in the holding cell there were four of us gals and across the room were the guys. the partition placed before the toliet was just for appearances.
most of the staff were cool but some of them were complete assholes.complete power trips...i found it quite sad that they needed to feel so superior that they would stereotype us so harshly... treating us as though we were complete scum even though most of the people i met were in there for minor offenses. i was in there for drinking on a beach another girl was there for stealing her moms credit card another was there for failing to pay child support. the few certain officers really honestly belived (or acted like they did) that we were a threat, that we were uneducated, that we wanted nothing more than to cause trouble. understandably they must come in contact with such people but if most of the staff could deal( i had a nice conversation abouy the new spiderman movie with one) why the defensive, rude, and abusive attitude adopted by these few ? what? good cop bad cop? it seemed a bit stupid in my opinion but maybe it's some stratagy they use? anyway it was mostly boring but hey still it was an experiance. it wasn't much of a big deal angst wise. oh but the food really sucks.
oh and the brand name for the toothpate was Fresh Start and the maxi pads were named Gaurds. i almost died laughing. twisted fucks.
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DjStar think i've stolen more hearts
than bottles of wine
and expensive sheets,
if there's a love jail
I'd be prisoner for life.
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