prisoner andrea holding on may be on of the stupidest things i've yet to do but it still it gives me a satisfactory sense of control i can't choose my misery anymore than a prisoner picking the means of his execution if this is my sickness i'd rather be dead 991220 ... hahaha I'm a prisoner in my own life and it's all my fault. I trapped myself. Kind of a downer. 000120 ... Alexander Beetle you are number six 010501 ... startfires i cant stop...it's late...the mouse just keeps landing on go... 010528 ... 618034 be seeing ya' 010529 ... Knight31 PRISONER Is it blue, or is it grey, I wonder though I stare all day. And time seems to stop Cease to exist Days become minutes each morning, noon just a tick and a tock on the unpresent clock. And I stare at the wall for it's all that there is And I stare at the wall for it's all I can see And I stare at the wall for it's all I can do But is it grey or is it blue? 010530 ... TalviFatin I am a prisoner within my own life Nothing but work nothing but strife I cannot see I cannot do Anything until I am with you I might as well plan to die someday Sooner than now Not later than yesterday. Why cant I see you Why cant you come find me Do you not care Or is it just me? I feel so lost So alone I am a prisoner and you have a heart of stone. (c) TalviFatin. 2001 July30th, 2:20am 010730 ... sphinxradio losing my own game. 011231 ... x twisted x of time. 040412 what's it to you? who go blather from