lost_mom_died lost my mom died. im still in high skool too. she died on febuary 25th. my dad and mom died 3 years and 6 days apart. im not used to having no one to account to. ive been getting fucked up sooo much lately im suprised im not dead. 030312 ... birdmad Harlan, for whatever it's worth, you have my condolences. Losing your parent is is a hard thing. sorry for your loss, dude. 030312 ... stork daddy yikes. my dad died when i was in 8th grade. my mom has cancer now and they've told us it is probably terminal. there's nothing really i can tell you though. those mistakes you're making are gonna be made. all i know is that a lot of my hurting was because i was trying to not show it to other people directly. so maybe get someone to talk to. 030312 ... dax i would have said what stork daddy said word for word, except that my mom doesn't have cancer. instead i'll just say that i hope you stay strong and make it through. 030312 ... unhinged there_are_no_words_here i'm sorry *hug* 030521 ... pipedream oh god...i'm so sorry...two of my friends have lost their mothers recently, and one of them isn't across the ocean so i can meet her and try and help in my own stupid clumsy way and ache with her, because every time i try to imagine life without my mother i suffocate. *big bear hug for everyone* blather_support-Group is in order. for real, you can't cope on your lonesome. 030522 ... lost thanks guys...girls.... it's been kinda weird but also freeing i now know what it is like to have freedom. you see because my dad died three years and six days befor my mom did. now i live with my friend shawn or thyartshallshant i think was his screen name. now neither of us have any sort of normallity in our lives. other than the fact that we eat and occasionally sleep like other people. we will be moving again soon and thats when we are going to be getting an internet conncection so we probably both will be posting regularly then. 030724 ... the Launcher I never know what it feels to someone special but i am always feeling how the world around me is coming to a point of destruction. We are walking zombies with out a mind of our own. We wake up knowing someone is there for us but we take it for granted. Today when you see someone special dont be a walking zombie but instead act and try to improve this shitty world. When we loose someone it hits us until we realize that we cant bring them back a famous author said, "When you loose someone you love you dont loose them instantly but you loose them piece by piece." I give my condolenses to everyone that has pass through terrible thingss. Personaly i know how it feels when you loose someone it feels like shit and you try to figure it out but the there is no real answer. Today we see this world, But tomorrow we may see our graves. 050208 what's it to you? who go blather from