i_had_a_friend_once Barrett he took some acid now he thinks he's a fire engine it's o.k. until he pisses on your lighter kinda smells, kinda cool, kinda funny anyway... 001113 ... roky let me take you to the empty place in my FFiire En-gunnnnn! 001113 ... startfires who took some exstasy tried to marry me and everyone in the room he was kinda loving, kinda caring kinda tried to fuck my lazyboy it got a bit messy all over the curtains armchair covers throw pillows and carpeting satan.........satan...... 001116 ... silentbob but then he shaved his feathers off and told me he was going out for the basketball team. he couldn't fly after that. and i knew my friend was too big for me now... 001116 ... fresh blathe for rotting grendel oh well things crumble to an end hell we all die in the end 001117 ... girl_jane Then I realized she wasn't really a friend- 020519 ... silentbob i really don't know what i was trying to say back there 020519 ... Casey Then he died. We burried him in a cemetery. 020519 ... squint and she was made of soft things that tickled me in such a blissful sort of way. i had a friend once who was attatched to me at the hip and we walked on sunny schooldays laughing about nothing and everything because everything was just so real. I had a friend once and we sort of sighed together sadly... and it was a great sort of sad because we grew up and drifted off, not sure whether I was flying or sinking or just standing still as she grew small in the distance. I had a friend once, but now she's only another human. 020520 ... poetic_onslaught who thought he was something he wasn't. we watched "american me" and he thought he was a big time ganster all of a sudden. i took back my gun and told him to fuck off after he tried to turn on me. i miss that piece of shit bastard now. it wasnt his fault, he just didnt know, and he never had a true friend. he was the most loyal friend i ever had up until then. we could've accomplished a lot of things as friends. ok it wasnt all his fault. i was a bit of a backstabber. 020520 ... poetic_onslaught who had a crazy mother. he ran away from home and stayed with me for a couple of days. some friends of mine told me she put a gun up to their heads when they wouldnt tell her where her kid was, so they told her he was with me. the next day i was walking home from alternative school and she followed me in her minivan. she stopped right beside me and started bitching at me. i saw her reach for her gun and i was gone. and i dont even remember what went on in my mind as i was running or how i lost her. a few days later, somehow, that crazy bitch bugged my house. she would call me and repeat some things that were said in my house too scare me. crazy bitch 020520 ... poetic_onslaught who turned out to be an enemy. he moved in with me and i though of him as a brother. it turned out that that fuck was talking shit about me. i never felt so betrayed in my life. i let him in when he had no where else to go and fed him. he hardly brought in enough money to support himself but i kept giving him more time. i was only about 14 at the time so it was my mom that was supporting him. that fuckin cocksucker took of advantage of us both and made me look like dumbass. that really hurt and i dont think i ever really got over that anger. in the end i stabbed him with some sissors (unfortunately not nearly deep enough for my satisfaction) and kicked him out. fuckin pussy 020520 ... birdmad sounds like my buddy damian from a while back i still want to watch him suffer some horrible traumatic injury (actually i want to inflict it on him, but he's not worth the legal consequences) 020520 what's it to you? who go blather from