ferret_sees_red ferret it was scary. it still is. last night i was up late. i was watching the new tom green show *applauds for 5 minutes* and it switched to a comercial, i looked away for a sec, and i blinked. now, it felt like much longer than a blink, but i saw red, but it was like if your eyes were covered in a thin layer of blood so that enough light could get through so that you could see the color, but there were other colors too, there were unclear shapes that could have been bodies, and explosion, or a skull, i'm not sure which, but immediately after seeing this i felt afraid. 030826 ... ferret oh God help me, i'm sorry, this still freaks the sh*t out of me, i'm sor freakin' paranoid right now 030826 ... ferret ok lemme try this again. i'm sorry, this is so weird. ok, immediately after this i felt fear. pure and honest fear. blind fear. it felt as though someone was standing behind me hold a freakin' butcher knife. i could practically feel them there. it was the kind of fear where you're afraid to turn around because you think someone might actually be there. i'm still afraid, it's the day after, maybe more afraid than i was then, ugh, it's so hard to type this now because i'm almost paralyzed with fear. i am so freakin' out here. 030826 ... ferret no here's a thought, kind of out there but it's worth thinking about, to me at least. i think i died. i died and realized it. hence the fear of the man with the knife. go to my_bubble_wrap_polyverse_theory and read mine. you'll understand more. i'm so freaked out right now, i've been feeling weird lately every once in a while. and i thought that, if my theory was correct, i could be dying, well i guess if that's the case, now i'm getting closer to remembering it each time. i wonder what will happen when i remember the whole thing? 030826 ... ferret hey, did i mention that i'm freaked out? 030826 ... Mahayana maybe something weird was going on lastnight cuz as i was laying down to fall asleep i kept hearing this mans voice in my ears as if inside of my head a radio station was trying to be tuned in on a non-digital vacuum tubed stereo, it started loud and went soft real real fast, almost sounded like the buzz of a fly, ZITTTttt and you could barely make out that words were being spoken, i thought for a second maybe it was the nyquil i was taking cuz im sick but it wasnt like that at all, it wasnt like voices in my head, it was as if my head was fine-tuning into a radio station, it felt really really odd, maybe mars is influencing us, maybe its just a coincidence, maybe it really was nyquil [ sorry i intruded upon your blathe ] 030826 ... ferret hmmm, you know what? that actually gave me an idea! the yellow-white thing i saw could have possibly been a crater, or maybe even an alien lifeform 030826 ... Strideo ferret, are you serious about this stuff? its creepy ... 030826 ... ferret yes, no, and i AM creepy 031125 ... acidshank maybe your eyes were just fucking up. haha 041217 ... u24 have you read 'buried fire' by jonathan stroud? check it out. 050613 what's it to you? who go blather from