enneagram ever dumbening I AM FRANCE She looked at me and said something about 4's. As we parted ways she extended both of her slender elegant hands to me. The silver nail polish fading. I guessed by the way she moved that she was a dancer or an actor. I try to catch myself, watching the judgement of Goods and Bads, as I spectate, and later as we talk. The door, this time, or should I say again, is a Tai Chi Door. I know something of her before we've exchanged a sound or even a confirmed moment of eyes. I imagine standing next to her at the piano, as her long fingers slow then stop. My trumpet rests near my right hip as she turns to me and smiles with her bright maple-wood brown eyes. I trace down, a single finger on a single long wave of her hair, as her back rises to meet my hand. I'm busy, she says when I suggest coffee. Shit, I barely even drink coffee; so is that why I had some tonight? Or was it just the fete that triggered the craving of bitter warmth? Busy, she said, with wrapping things up in a relationship of four years. I don't betray my secret thought that says: I know of Four Year Relationships. We each drop our imaginary cards onto the imaginary table on the real ground between us: These are me, they say. Her tall, lean, proud handwriting - like so many yogis standing talking and walking down the small textured page torn from my spiral bound sketch pad that has absorbed the scent of incense - leads my eyes and mind to a point on yet another circle with no beginning and no end. 021128 ... no reason this is so weird...i just went to take an enneagram personality test, then my brother came down and asked "what's enneagram?" and then i decided not to take it while he was there, and came here instead. GUESS which word my attention was drawn to... *insert twilight zone theme* 021129 ... e. d. gourmet fun coincidences. see also: falling_angel 021129 ... squint type four 021129 ... p2 according to: http://similarminds.com/test.html my highest scoring behavior pattern is type 6 my mean score is 4.92 021129 ... no reason i was 4, then 6. :) 021129 ... paste! me too. 4 an hour ago, now a 6. (means of 5.10 and 5.04) 021129 ... annie agram did someone say my name? 021129 ... annie agram i got a cousin named angie, too 021129 ... e. d. for three sssswisshhh so are we all fours because we're all skites, or because enneagrams are horseshit, or because the universe is converging right here at this very moment? 021129 ... paste! it has them, serfs and dougie, blank 021129 ... how now splacky cow paste!, you're crayon-z scrrrrble chipique dendrite-o-philes 021129 ... p2 annie i hate you and your whole family die agrams! 021130 ... minnesota_chris 7 and then 2: I love fun, and run from problems. I desire love and for everyone to care for me, which is hard. Same thing for peace. I am very anti-8 and anti 1, I don't desire power or strength or perfection. But mostly I am in the center. my low Vmean means I can be too intellectual and withdrawn and nonconforming. My high Hmean means I can be too rational and disorderly (no kidding!) and selfish. 030109 ... carlita main personality type: 9w1 mean personality type: 1w2 i think it's pretty much right on 030708 ... nomme main personality type: 2w1 mean personality type: 9w1 vmean 2.86 hmean 5.06 now i gotta read what that means! 030708 ... unhinged http://www.eclecticenergies.com/enneagram/test.php 120711 ... unhinged i scored highest on 2,4,9 and then i read 9s often mistype as 2s and 4s something to read up on when i have internet in the apartment again 120711 what's it to you? who go blather from