being_good_sucks clydeless bonnie theres no fucking gold stars theres no checklist in the sky theres no fucking profit in it i dont wanna be good no more 020323 ... RedVelvet Wrong. At least you have your freedom, your life, what do you get from bad behavior? A life of regrets? Damaged health by your own hand? Debt? Enemies? People who want you dead and in a Dumpster? People who think they have the right to take advantage of you because you have a more than a few flaws in your character/behavior? Drugs, booze, and a bunch of fucking assholes who just want to steal what you've worked for...oh wait, but that even happens when you are "good". 040301 ... im not telling everybody fucking hates you when you're good because they're afraid to admit that, unlike them, you're always right and not full of shit 040302 ... TK yea I agree, yet this way no one has anmything to blackmail me for, acuse me of, and in genrall make me feel shity/guilty/unloveabull about myself bc of my past and/or current actions, not that they don't try mind you. Yea, it would be nice to get a gold star every once in while though, I mean not so thats your soul perpiss for being good, but just as a way of being ack-nol-aged, I dont need expect or even want some sort or reward all I really want is to have the good things I do ack-nol-aged every once in a while *sigh* 040302 ... Zoe i used to be bad. and it was fun, i'm not going to lie. it's fun drinking till you don't know who you are, having sex with random people, getting high while driving, and tripping on shrooms. all that stuff feels good. then i grew up. i realized that it was hurting other people. my mom raised me and had to put up with me being disrespectful, and not knowing where i was or if i was safe. so i toned it down. i still drink sometimes (a beer or two), i still smoke (in a safe place and not much), and i'd have sex if i had a boyfriend whom i loved. it's so much nicer to be "good" though. i have learned that i CAN have fun without alcohol or pot. i do have interesting things to say, boys will like me even though i might not have sex with them. i also have a much better relationship with my mother. it might not feel as good to be good, but in the long run i think it really helped me to shape up a bit. i have more self-confidence and more friends who truley care about me. 040303 ... DonnaDelight it's good to be a good suck. I'm a great suck. Let's hear it for the good sucks! 040826 ... Von Hellstaff Oh yes, lets hear it for all the good sucks. FUCK OFF! 040826 ... DonnaDelight No ;) 040826 ... DonnaDelight I hate you Von Hellstaff. You repress me and you crush me. You seek to deny me my right to blathe mindlessly and that's just not right. 040826 ... Von Hellstaff I repress your inner desire to blathe freely? Really, I cannot connect the dots that you have drawn between my readily apparent non-ability to stop you and your mindlessness, and your suddenly hurt feelings. Let's play find the quarter, k? 040908 ... DonnaNotsuchaDelightToday Let's not eh? Probably better that you ignore me and I'll then ignore you, you smug smart ass. You repress me, as in "put me down". You do not repress my inner desires and I never suggested that you did. Try reading a bit more carefully. Your inability to stop my blathering or my mindlessness is self evident. Your ability to hurt my fragile sensitive feelings lessens as you reveal more about what an utterly censorious cunt you are. Try joining those dots, or do you need me to draw a picture? 040909 what's it to you? who go blather from