completely_ruined *Ziima* Well, it has happened. A good thing turned bad. I used to enjoy blathering. Until I voiced an opinion (perhaps in a way others do not see as correctly done)in the most humble way, subissivily turning on my backside, rendering my belly unprotected, for others to slash at. Which, as suspected, happened. I never ever attacked anyone on here, and I never had intentions of doing so. As far as "the blather clique" entry...I just brought up the fact that if you're not completely agreed with, others tend to frown upon your opinion. I was pretty much told that I was stupid, foolish, and over-sentimental. Isnt that, atleast somewhat, rude? I didnt expect pity. I never want pity. It may seem like it when I write some things...but it's all over-exaggerated. Another thing. You're damn lucky I'm not one of those ill-tempered, spastic, over-the-top types. Did you ever think for one second that I wasnt trying to hurt someone? Let me answer that for you. "No." Did you ever think about the fact you were shooting down someone's opinion? "No." I'm not saying disagreeing with someone is wrong, I'm saying disagreeing out loud in the form of a blather entry after another is. I really wish I could enjoy blathering again. I dont remember when I started feeling like I wasnt allowed to. So I'm not some genious like some people on here think they are. Maybe they really are. I know I'm atleast intelligent. So when I'm told otherwise, I get a little tense, discouraged, introverted..Shouldnt it be all about....just...blathering? Senseless babble? Random opinions, thoughts, ideas? Does it really matter if they're not...awe-inspiring? It should be from deep inside you. Blathering is supposed to be like writing a book that involves humanity. Atleast, thats how i see it. (I know someone will bitch at me for atleast 3 things I have said already. Just wait.) But anyway, until I feel I can express myself freely...(somehow I feel like an opressed artist) I must say goodbye. (Yeah, I hear you cheering.) But in my defense and to leave a bittersweet parting, and I usually never do this...but...Fuck you. Fuck all of you that flamed me. You're assholes. Stuck up asshole with no sense of humility. Kiss my Ital-Scot-Ire-Brit-American ass. Someday I hope you'll experience what I have. To not be able to say what you want. To feel what you want. To blather as you please. Until I feel I can blather freely, good bye. Thanks, really, for completely_ruining something great. ~*Ziima* Ps. But thanks to those that made it fun. ;) 010722 ... florescent light It took me some time I find that blathe. And then it took me some time to re-find this one, I guess I have a bad memory. but I urge you to not be so sensitive. Reread your previous blathe. No one insulted you, except maybe one person was a little rude. Go back and reread it, you'll see. They didn't shoot down your opinion, they were simply stating their own. Their opinion is as valid as yours. you can blather however you want, as freely as you want- there is no one stopping you. Let me repeat that There is no one stopping you. one more time no one can stop you from expressing anything -however you wish to express it, as many times as you wish to express it. "Shouldnt it be all about....just...blathering? Senseless babble? Random opinions, thoughts, ideas? Does it really matter if they're not...awe-inspiring? It should be from deep inside you. Blathering is supposed to be like writing a book that involves humanity. Atleast, thats how i see it. " beautifully stated. And that is what it is about. So practice what you preach, and blather, babble, write down your random thoughts and ideas. If you really believe that that is what blather is about, then if someone says something to contradict your ideas, it wouldn't bother you. "Someday I hope you'll experience what I have. To not be able to say what you want. To feel what you want. To blather as you please." This statement bothered me a little bit. Here you are saying how upset you are that people are knocking your ideas and thoughts, but yet you are knocking their right to express their ideas and thoughts just because theirs doesn't agree with yours. anyway, blather_is_blather make of it what you will it is different things to different people. it sounds to me like you have made it into a high schoolish popularity contest. try to get over your insecurities. 010722 ... redneckk i'm full of shit 010722 ... Aimee I'm gonna miss you kristen... I always liked what you wrote, I just wish you didn't feel this way 010723 ... GrayWolf Don't let other peoples actions determine yours! Be yourself and don't worry about what lowlifes say about you. They're just ignorant and insecure. ... 010724 ... TalviFatin I think you need a hug, Zima. 010724 what's it to you? who go blather from