weep
vicious they say that hostages have been known to be freed if they give their captor a sense of power

for example
telling him/her that only they have the power to save them

all anyone wants to be is appreciated
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phoooooooo maybe if i cry loud enough i'll be heard by whoever wants to help me. What a needy philosophy. i always cry quietly. i weep in my soul. i ignore the pain and wait in torturous anticipation for it to return tenfold.
I can't say this isn't my fault.
I can't say i don't need you.
I can't promise I'm not weeping at the loss of anything resembling a shred of hope or feeling...
And I can't apologise enough, I can't apologise at all and I keep doing it regardless...
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razor440 i'm crumbling inside as i can feel it all slipping away from me...
then i just break down and weep when there is no other option.
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amy the flow of so many years
so many days
leaks and drains and collects and streams
across countries
and the trail of deep sighs sluggishly advances
sweden, norway...
lithuania, russia...
and your somber fire dies and it's ok it always is.
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Whitechocolatewalrus I want to be lethargic, I want to pout all day. I want to be sad and I want to be mad, but it's my fault anyway and there's nothing I can do to make it right. 031107
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jennie into your chest, into my pillow.

am i still beautiful with red face and snot-nose, choking on phlegm?
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three words a_canoe_and_a_puppy
an_orchids_child_in_december weep
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what's it to you?
who go
blather
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