delightfully_insane Bizzar for my friend, the delightfully_insane. wander off into the desolate distractions of your mind. disregard the negatve reactions you may find. lose yourself in the comfort of all you seek therein. slough off all the dirty secrets that you've always kept within. dance above yourself and all those who have tried to hold you down. stop not to ponder what they might say when you're not around. push aside everyone who keeps you from that which makes you smile. you'll always have those of us who'll love you all the while. leave yourself, and leave behind the chaos you're wrapped up in. you are so much more than this prison made of skin. shout it out, just because they never thought you'd have the nerve. live free for yourself, its nothing less than you deserve. 03-10-04 040311 ... oldephebe beautiful what do you think Hal? 040311 ... Death of a Rose can be truely liberating, an insanity of singular purpose. Smackers for Bizzar. 040311 ... HalIncadenza Umm..right now i'm just too incensed over the whole Halliburton affair...this does though represent an achievement of subjective and even perhaps objective transcendance via internalization..and er imposing ones own value system on perceptual stimuli 040311 ... oldephebe Still think no matter what the justice dept probe uncovers..dick cheney will emerge unscathed..so will daddy bush. So i guess if i peel away the superfluous pedagological prose..you're saying that bizaar's words constitute a pretty sane cast of mind amidst the chaos that's hurled at us..or were you going for detritus? 040311 ... HalIncadenza "(...)" 040311 ... Bizzar i'm going to have to read all that again when i'm not high. i think by the 3rd or 4th time i tried to understand it i gave up. :) 040311 ... sameolme what you give is why I hang around 040311 ... Bizzar i wrote this for a friend with an internal struggle. because it pains me to see him in pain. it's not fair the way this world works. that one should have to be someone different than who they are because its the way of the world. he is so beautiful. inside and out. and i wish that he could understand the ones who keep him bound are not worth the tears he sheds. 040312 ... sameolme I would say that you are perhaps my new favorite of the many fine writers at blather. Though that is true it isn't quite honest. You make me cry. 040312 ... Bizzar thank you. although your compliment has made me smile for the first time all day. i aplologize that i make you cry. those were not my intetions. because there is nothing more beautiful than a sincere smile, and i hate to see them wasted on tears. :) 040312 ... oldephebe yes B - your words are quite beautiful..I must confess a little water began to gather in the heretofore dessicated rims of my unblinking...well maybe 'not that often blinking' eyes..because of the dryness really, but what you wrote in tribute of your friend who is not only beautiful on the inside but on the outside as well..set off something in my heart... and by the way you should probably read whatever i wrote high..or at least with some frank zappa on turned up really loud...facilitates psychedelic cogitation..and what not.. ... 040312 ... Bizzar thank you. that was beautiful. because it made me smile. what a way to start the day. truly, thank you. :) 040313 what's it to you? who go blather from