livin_in_da_past
poetic_onslaught
tonight
i
went
to
downtown
and
i
wanna
share
my
experience
.
im
from
dallas
and
im
chicano.
i
went
to
a
quinceniera.
for
those
of
you
that
aren't
familiar
with
it
...its
similar
to
a
sweet
16
..except
its
for
mexican
girls
when
they
turn
15
.
it
was
in
a
downtown
building
.
we
got
lost
while
looking
for
it
...downtown
dallas
can
get
confusing
.
we
went
through
deep
ellum (
a
place
where
a
lot
of
clubs
are
at
}.
a
lot
of
white
people
were
at
....this
club
...i
can't
remember
what
its
called
.
i
saw
a
good
looking
female
dressed
in
19th
century
clothes
like
in
"
gone
with
the
wind
"
and
she
curtsied
at
me
...i
remembered
the
2
times
i
stood
up
as
a
chambalon
at
those
quinces
with
a
suit
and
bowtie.
we
went
in
a
limo
that
was
packed
with
corona's.
i
smiled
when
she
curtsied
at
me
.
we
finally
found
the
building
and
got
lost
inside
the
building
looking
for
the
right
room
.
we
passed
the
biggest
room
in
which
they
were
having
a
prom
and
i
regreted
not
graduating
and
not
being
able
to
attend
a
prom
.
we
finally
found
the
right
room
and
i
went
in
and
had
some
more
beers.
i
was
mad
at
myself
for
dropping
out
and
depriving
myself
of
an
apparently
ecstatic
prom
.
while
the
music
was
playing
in
this
quince
it
could
still
be
heard
outside
.
i
saw
2
girls
dancing
to
this
mexican
music
right
outside
the
room
.
they
were
right
in
the
hallway
and
i
realized
that
they
must
be
having
one
hell
of
a
time
to
dance
with
each
other
in
the
middle
of
the
hallway
without
caring
about
anyone
watching
.
i
remembered
when
me
and
the
homeboyz
used
to
breakdance
and
pop
in
the
landruamant
until
the
manager
of
the
apartments kicked
us
out
.
i
almost
cried
when
the
girls
stopped
dancing
and
left
.
i
knew
that
they
would
remember
that
small
moment
forever
and
i
didnt
know
if
i
would
ever
experience
a
moment
similar
to
the
one
they
were
having
again
.
damn
i
wish
i
could
b
part
of
that
"
innocence
"
again
.
fuck
i
wish
i
didnt
have
to
care
about
nothing
for
a
moment
like
them
.
now
im
home
finishing
my
20
pack
of
budweiser
trying
to
temporaraly
forget
the
times
i
had
that
i
may
never
have
again
and
the
times
i
didnt
have
which
i
couldve
had
.
damn
it
hurts
.
it
opened
that
flood
which
ive
been
holding
back
of
past
memories
.
i
need
to
forget
everything
in
order
to
move
on
.
anyone
else
in
here
living
it
the
past
?
REGRETS
?
i
tried
to
make
this
understandable
but
if
it
aint
it's
because
im
drunk
.
damn
there's
so
much
more
that
happened
and
that
i
wanted
to
say
.
but
this
is
long
enough
.
i
cant
be
the
only
one
with
regrets
of
the
past
so
i
hope
yall
will
contribule.
020420
...
birdmad
thanks
that
was
cool
020420
...
god
i
didn't
go
to
a
prom
until
i
was
20
.
i
was
the
sleazy
college
guy
with
the
16
year
old
girl
.
020420
...
silentbob
God_is_a_pedophile
020420
...
a sighs breath
i
meant
to
say
that
i
wanted
to
cry
when
they
stopped
dancing
because
i
didn't
think
they'd
remember
that
small
moment
.
But
I
still
remember
,
years
later
.
Or
maybe
it's
just
been
one
year
.
I
remember
driving
the
streets
,
surrounded
by
all
the
lit
buildings
under
a
dark
sky
.
I
remember
the
curtsie
and
smile
from
the
woman
in
the
old
fashion
styled
dress
.
That
night
I
didn't
mind
being
an
observer
and
enjoying
the
buzz
around
me
.
Nostalgia
is
such
a
sweet
feeling
......with
terrible
after
effects
.
040120
...
Zoe
that's
my
problem
,
i
live
too
much
in
the
past
.
i
feel
like
nothing
can
compare
to
the
things
i've
done
and
felt
before
.
i
know
first
loves
are
memorable
,
but
i
can't
seem
to
let
go
.
040121
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go
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