i_still_care_about_you
psychobabe i'll still care about you when i'm long gone

I'll still care about you when i'm old and gray

i'll still care about you when i'm married and have children

i'll still care about you when you leave me and go with others

i'll still care about you when your long gone

i'll still care about you when all i have left is myself and nothing more

i'll still care about you when you say something that hurts me badly

i'll still care about you when you say "fuck you"

i'll still care about you when you leave me for nothing more

and no matter what you do, no matter what you say i'll still care about you. Cuz i charish you so much more than you will ever know
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silentbob i wouldn't trade anything

you're still my everything

don't worry i'll catch you

don't worry i'll catch you

don't worry i'll catch you

don't ever worry
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Aimee I may hate you... but it doesn't mean I don't still care about you... 010925
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MollyCule get-up kids. i'll catch you. goddamn, i can't listen to that song anymore. 010925
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32 shut up bitch!! 010925
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unhinged yeah, i cry everytime i listen to that song.

i don't even care about myself anymore...what a funk i'm in.
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j_blue i probably spend as much time thinking of what my kill me as i do thinking of you 010926
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Sonya ...care bear. I love you and offer you everything in my being, but you just hide behind your wall, hoping that somehow it will benefit all of us. I still care about you despite this. I just hope you realize what you're doing. 011010
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josie the_weather_with_you 020920
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~gez~ i never stopped

i never will
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Torch but just not in the same way as I once did 020920
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sic It's hard to care for someone's well being. You try with all your might to help someone through a rough time and all you get is lies, and a slap in the face. You cant care for someone who doesnt care for themself or their well being. 020921
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Syrope you -can-...it just doesn't do you any good... 020921
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basho bougainvillea
blooms
cement steps
late night television
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hungryGhost the remote control under the books
scotch tape left on top of the books
imation CDR in a jewel case
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basho autumn begins september 22, 2002 at 9:56 pacific daylight time 9:56 p.m. 020921
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Syrope shut up Syrope
you didn't learn. i'm disappointed in you.
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In_Bloom This hurts because I will never touch them again
I'll keep moving out of reach, save some face and keep my focus worthy
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unhinged for_frank

an irrevocable piece of who i am wrapped up in what used to be you. but then time_catches_up_with_you and years go by without speaking, but still when i'm sad or angry or want an intoxicated late night dance party it's your_voice in my headphones. the soundtrack_to_my_life or when i have an insane evening of debauchery, when my big balls come into play, i can only think how over the years i've become a female version of the you i used to know.

don't let them see you cry, but put your heart on your music's sleeve. be a smartass, blunt, tough, honest. pushes the losers away and brings the winners closer. the fine line between being wasted enough or too wasted to perform. that the person you are when you go out at night as an armored exaggerated version of the sensitive sad_sack bundled mess you are when all alone at night. even more now than i knew back then, i am more like you than you'll ever know.
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