breathlessness jete I've stopped breathing just for a momment, just to feel the calm in breathlessness, to hear the sound of blood pumping through my veins the silence between comforts me. 010328 ... Kate Fletcher breathlessness is when he touches you, and your stomach does somersaults, and your skin tingles, and and then you look into his eyes, and he tells you that he loves you. 010328 ... pleasedrivefaster you suck the life out of me and breathe it back in my face and i choke on what you're sending in my direction 010328 ... paste! nothing gets me off so completely than when you put it down ten feet down in the ground. 011218 ... Annie111 You got this little thing that I can't take. You got me hook line and sinker. I thought it wasn't for real, I thought it was a joke. I was wrong. 011218 ... phil falling on the ground crushing my air out of my body with my own fist laying on the mat flashes of color, the blue of the mat, the white lights, the people moving, my own eyes...that sucked. 020318 ... blown cherry occurs when I forget to breathe. Hasn't happened for a while though. Used to happen a lot. Used to happen when I was around you. 020319 ... silent storm I wish she were here. Even though she's not, she still leaves me breathless. My thoughts of her Thoughts of being with her Imagining how it would feel to hold her hand, her fingers between mine Or how it would be to hold her, to wrap my arms around her and whisper I love you. It leaves me breathless. 020319 ... unhinged it choked me. 'frank told me that night after you left that he thinks that you were made at me. are you mad at me?' everything stopped for a second. my heart, my lungs, my brain. i shook my head because i didn't trust my voice to lie for me. but i guess technically it wasn't a lie after all because mad isn't quite the word. heartbroken, tired, collapsed, used...those are better words for how i feel. but you know when i look at you, all those things are just refracted. 020319 ... Syrope i forget to breathe when im in your arms, i want to concentrate on each inch of you against me, and i want more contact...then when i inhale sharply or am out of breath, you pull away and look at me like you hurt me, and i almost laugh. maybe one day i'll explain it to you... 020319 ... bethany the first few notes of an elliot smith song you lean back hands outstretched sacrificing yourself to the world that will appear on your eyelids a feild with pretty ambiguous stone art lying around but there he is and you two effortlessly run walk glide to each other the words remind you of something you'd like him to say he says it and the grass glistens as it is moved by how romantic he just was then the chorus comes back and you reslise it's not your song it's not you the ceiling has a dim shadow of a picture you'd like to be in you wonder why you're leaning so far back in your seat and put another song on 020522 ... yea you overdose on heroin to paralyze your lungs 041103 ... unhinged i have to remind myself to exhale. it is a strange hitch that has developed, an involuntary reflex failing. my anxiety is a weight on my chest 140831 what's it to you? who go blather from