let_you_go jennifer It’s been a month or two, and I haven’t heard a word from you, still I swear I hear you whisper my name. It’s just the cold, winter wind blowing through the trees again. I wake alone and restless, it’s always the same. Do I ever run through your mind? Like an endless river you rush through mine, and you flood my every thought. Fading memories entwine, wrap around me like a vine, and I long to escape, but I am caught. And I know I cannot make you feel all that I feel for you. And I know I cannot make you believe what I may believe to be true. And there’s so much I still need to say, but you made up your mind to never know. And although there is no easy way, I know I must let you go. Cast out and then reel me in, only to throw me back again, I dangle like a fish on the line for you. I never did crawl all over like all those other chicks that you used to know, that is just not what I do. Every minute of every day I tell myself, that I know what I must do. That may be your were never really mine to hold on to. And I am standing here still, and I am making my wayward moving slow. You don’t love me this way, and maybe you never will, so I am trying to let you go. And I am trying to let you go. And now that it’s all been said and done, and how you feel I guess I’ll never know. And I learn you win some and then you lose some, so I am trying to let you go. I am trying to let you go. Let you go. ~Lori Amey 000926 ... Raina I must, before I hurt you yet again. 000926 ... jestification how? and why must i when bored game strategies filter through my shiny teeth each time we meet? i push you away... but you won't go away. you won't leave my brain and i ache. and it aches. but when i see you. when you reach for me...i push as hard as i can, like strength counts for five points. board games. i want you out of my head. i want you out of my heart. i want to let you go. but i can't let you go. what fucking spell have you casted? what fucking rockstar antidote do i take to let you go.............. GO AWAY! 011204 ... yummyC so now I've let you go no good things last, and now you know we're in the past. ive swallowed my insecurities and bowed my head to you i've given you all my purities and melted into my dirty blue. ha! what a bad poem. i cant finish and i wont delete, so ima go now. 011204 ... unhinged it's funny how a few weeks ago i had a conversation with you about how you of all people would know that i don't give up on people. but this last incident really pushed me to the edge. i can't care anymore. i won't let myself. i just won't. 011204 ... whoknows easier said than done 011204 ... nemo i wont willingly 011204 ... ClairE I think I have. And the reason why I am sure is because I thought of you last_night, and it was a surprise and I didn't even care. 011205 ... unhinged now i'm just sad that i_wasted_my_time 110426 ... unhinged maybe i did maybe i didnt 140628 what's it to you? who go blather from