i_am_tired TalviFatin ...yep... 010903 ... unique butterfly i am very very tired. and cranky. 010904 ... mmm i'm very very tired and i have to get up at 6:30 tommorrow for the first day of my last year of high school. over the past few weeks i average about 3 to 4 hours of sleep a night. dammit... 010904 ... birdmad i came home from my brief strange trip and i am back in the office and all the myriad of little mundane frustrations that made me want to scream in the first place and again i am so very tired 010905 ... sweetheart of the song tra bong I am always. But I always look like it's afternoon. 010905 ... Photophobe I'm sick of doing all nighters. I've got to stay awake... I've finished my assignment, but I have to get through the day at uni. Been awake for almost 36 hours now.... I get pretty silly when I'm tired... I'm gonna diiiiiee 010905 ... nah....! fuck being tired. exhaustion is shit. energy prevails. sleep is a weakness. 011113 ... nah....! ......but i'm not *always* such a happy insomniac. in fact, i'm not even always an insomniac! _ferchrissakes 011113 ... psychobabe *yawn* its only 9:06 here and i'm ALREADY tired 011113 ... Subterranean Visions I am CONSTANTLY tired. i slept in all of my classes today and yesterday. hooray for movies. 011113 ... god 5:18 am and still not tired 020405 ... Syrope the first few days of this week i was up till 2 am organizing stuff for clubs, night before last i was up till 4 cramming for a bio test, and then last night up till 3 reading for english...im glad its friday. im so tired...and im still sick, from like 2 weeks ago...coughing, headaches...too tired to protest when my body wants to crumple into my bed and lay there for days... 020405 ... wash&rinse i am tired. so very tired. and yet, i manage to get up to another day. 041205 ... monee i'm tired of saying the same stupid things 041205 ... monee i'm tired of saying the same stupid things 041217 ... monee i'm tired of saying the same stupid things 041227 ... perfectly_chaotic Who would have ever thought loving someone could be so damn exhausting... Today we were fighting about whether she should feel bad about feeling bad... She says she feels guilty for feeling this way... Tells me I should not have to put up with this and should leave her but that she does not want me to... Does not matter what I say, she seems stuck in a downward spiral and anything I say is like gasoline onto a fire... I am hoping things get better once she has adjusted more to the lithium... Not sure if any of that stuff is actually helping her or just making her more miserable... It hurts to care so much for her... Yet I cannot help it now that I do... I just want her to be happy... 141216 ... perfectly_chaotic I feel helpless... 141216 ... perfectly_chaotic and terrified of what comes next... 141216 ... unhinged (help her find right dose of lithium) lithium_sketch 141217 ... unhinged be there no matter what especially when she tells you to run away 141217 ... Lemon_Soda So tired... 141217 ... unhinged *nods* i am too old to be awake for 21 hours working and commuting and drinking and dancing at a hip hop show and then going to worth the next day with only 5 hours of sleep. i am so tired i might just go to bed without dinner... 141217 ... unhinged the bronchitis i have isn't helping 150706 ... flowerock So_tired and there's going to be a lot more tired in the days... months... to come. Today... the jet_lag after two weeks of poor sleep on an air_mattress. Worth the visit though. 150706 what's it to you? who go blather from