dear_jamie nah....! why are you so cool? keywords, my friend, keywords. 020827 ... squint n o t! (she mustve been referring to some other blather_jamie) 020827 ... nah....! oh *please*, my_favorite_blather_poet_ever, quit being so silly. you are the only jamie i've ever met that is so damn cool. we_could_just_use_keywords 020827 ... squint like_always 020827 ... nah....! as_always 020827 ... nah....! yes? 020827 ... squint nod 020827 ... nah....! wish 020827 ... girl_jane She says no, and I pleased her by saying I wouldn't. But, dear_jamie, I would like to kiss you. (obviously not to the blather_jamie but another jamie who is male) 020827 ... splash of orange me sleep you check mail and write back to stace 020924 ... nah....! stace needs supa email from jaymers 020924 ... spider from mars eep. *collapses* 020924 ... silentbob dear jamie tell me when it gets there love bobby 020925 ... spider from mars i miss talking to you 021029 ... squint shhh no you don't. 021029 ... spider from mars yes i do and i just called you (!) 021029 ... spider from mars . . . well, it was worth a try. 021029 ... silentbob i think it'd be very good for us to do very bad things 021029 ... squint hey now, I'm attached! tsk tsk 021029 ... cowboy-child is the funny bone really connected to the stupid bone or were they just making fun of me? oh and who are you? 021029 ... spider from mars jamie- what happened? if you don't want to talk to me, just say so. 021029 ... she doesnt i'll say so for her 021029 ... spider from mars thanks. that was really great. fuck you too. 021029 ... oh yeah and.... who the fuck are you? 021029 ... spider from mars hahaha....i should've checked the recent blathes before returning to this page, because.......well, see: dear_stacey and you'll understand why. so, to the person who spoke for her, you're fucking wrong. sorry that YOU apparently don't like me, but whatever. get_a_rug. yeah. 021029 ... squint don't say anything for me. fuck you. 021029 ... bleh oooh fuck you too lying bitch 021030 ... splash of orange .p u sh p i ns. those little packs of darts somehow unfurled your splendor ribboning your tears into a thorny fabric that sharply flows decades beyond your age. you pushed and pushed back then, spiraling deep with that creepy running coil, crawling fast never sleeping and then t u r n i n g to pick up and go outward and beyond your wails of unyielding apprehension, as you steadily began to realize how to stop poking and start shaping wondrously flowery stop-and-go cooling sighs. 021120 ... yummychuckle why do you do this???? i feel like a bitch and a crappy friend... but thankyou it was such a bad night, you made it better *will report back later* 021120 ... splash of orange because i still feel like i know you, and i love how you soar, even if it's only because you've got pasted-on wings. 021120 ... splash of orange .y u mm y c h uc kle. sprinkling brilliance back over your yesterdays you sea_change while your sea_of_faces explodes with smiles laughing delectably. you know how to breathe in the blue, you know how to understand the waves. 021121 ... splash of orange .s qu i nt. flinging the truth around wildly you never let it just calmly dangle because that would be too simple. and the shiny hula-hoops make you dizzy even when you're not moving around inside their circular trap. you tapdance around space without tapshoes and i can still hear the clicks. the connection never dies, but sometimes it gets a little fuzzy. because sure, you might squint but you never shut your eyes. 021121 ... splash of orange !! - i just saw this in your online journal: "Stacey wrote some sweet poems about/to me and it made me feel warm and fuzzy and mean because I don't know how to thank her or how to even react and my solution to feelings like that is to not react at all. I'll come up with something, but I know I'll just keep putting it off. (why do it if you know it'll only screw you over?) good question, inner voice. I think its because....SHUT UP!" jamie, my response to that is: it wouldn't screw you over at ALL. so if ever you come up with something, don't hesitate to post it here (or wherever). i really have a feeling our friendship can be revived, because i got your email this morning, and it seems you're willing to try again.....and so am i. 021122 what's it to you? who go blather from