burned_into_memory Doar german clocks, no salt, green lights, red pens, silver time, blue light, engineered holders, stacked rememberances. . 070313 ... Lover_Of_Light Fountains Hand holdings Park Bench Kissing under stars Cross country driving Amber Musk handsoap Black bumblebees A dream of growing old together that crumbled day by day From the outside Nights clinging together in denial Your face when you held me last 090702 ... unhinged the way his face his eyes change when he sees me photographic_memory 090702 ... In_Bloom My hand inside another one, a sure one Lips so close, barely touching Seemingly endless gentle smiles Mountain air Bats in the streetlamps Whiskey and moonlight Sweat and near tears The sleep of contentment Admiring old couples on the street Standing inside wrapped arms, so removed from any other day Landscapes of shared wonderment Comforting silence The bustling lull of a train 090806 ... camille working in the fields wearing a long sleeve white blouse wearing dresses as a child even when playing trucks in the dirt with my brother watching as my brother tied a cat to a bicycle with a rope and pleading with him to stop watching as a nun smacked a boy across the knuckles with a ruler what could the penalty possibly have been? riding my 10 speed in the rain through puddles while others went on joy rides in their cars upholstering a jeep seat in vinyl by hand stitch (laughing)the holes in my fingers eventually healed i later got a job at an upholstery shop..they felt sorry for me LOL i did a damn good job , i might add running over a poodle on my 10 speed..yes a poodle not a puddle.. hey i couldn't help it ...the dog ran under my bicycle it's owner a little girl thought it the funniest thing she ever saw... i felt bad for the dog but we both lived through it.. saxaphone paid for a divorce..saxaphone had never played the sweetest music.. missing a devastating car wreck within a couple of minutes the car was split in half finding a 25 yr old neighbor hanging from a tree as his dad wept in agony...in his back yard .. he hung himself by a bright orange extension chord... ironic.... extension - chord realizing that there is more to life than destruction.. to be cont'd 090807 ... In_Bloom A crack in the voice that said, "gawd I missed you" Looking up to see you'd been watching me walk away but this time you were smiling Sleeping fingers stroking me "what do you want to do with the rest of your life?" 090813 ... Jurisprudence He blew me a kiss 100115 ... unhinged photographic_memory my head is so filled sometimes i just want it to be empty quiet 100115 ... when darkness falls wife_cake orange tea cucumber shampoo old computer north_beach rowboat ... now (only) you know 100116 what's it to you? who go blather from