silentbob Think I'm goin for a walk now
feel a little unsteady
don't want no one to follow me
except maybe you
i could make you happy, you know
if you weren't already
i could do a lot of things
and i do

tell you the truth i prefer the worst of you
too bad you had to have a better half
she's not really my type
but i think you two are forever
and i hate to say it but you're perfect together

so fuck you
and your untouchable face
fuck you
for existing in the first place
and who am i
that i should be vying for your touch
who am i
bet you can't even tell me that much

2:30 in the morning
my gas tank will be empty soon
neon sign on the horizon
rubbing elbows with the moon
safe haven of the sleepless
where the deep fryer's always on
radio is counting down the top 20 country songs

out on the porch the fly strip is
waving like a flag in the wind
you know i really don't look forward
to seeing you again soon.

you look like a photograph of yourself
taken from far far away
i won't know what to do
i won't know what to say

so fuck you...

see you and i'm so perplexed
what was i thinking
what will i think of next
where can i hide
in the back room there's a lamp
that hangs over the pool table
and when the fan is on it swings
gently side to side
there's a changing constellation
of balls as we are playing
i see orion and say nothing
the only thing i can think of saying

is fuck you...
ani difranco
birdmad amen

hopeunknown I see you in my mind

you're perfect

you're gorgeous

you're smart

you're loved by everyone

you're the girl I could never be...
crimson fuck you for existing in the first place

yeah. love that song.

oh bobby. right now, i want to have blather_lovechildren with you.
girl_jane I don't like it when people touch my face. It bothers me more than anything.

It's not like an annoying bother-but more of an uncomfortable bother.

I don't know...You know how sometimes you get fudge or some other sweet food that's just too rich-and you can't eat it even though it's really really good-that's how it is with people touching my face-it feels *too* good.

Also-I think it's the most intimate thing you could do. Faces are so personal...
girl_jane P.S.

*NOBODY* has ever been allowed to touch my face...no friends, no boyfriends, nobody...

Does that make me weird?
Annie111 my face is my favorite place to be touched, probably because it is so personal. but i don't think it's weird to not want to be touched there. 031029
Death of a Rose hmmm....touching face fear....

crimson girl_jane... I think maybe that's a bit like my thing with hands and lips. They perform the most simple acts and the most sexual.
Or my thing with eating. It makes me uncomfortable to eat in front of some people because it's so personal.
Like watching people when they sleep or write. Or calling someone on the phone and "the sense it gives of being too close to even see who you're talking to beacuase you're actually inside of their ear."
laurah i have played it 387 times. 050910
Lemon_Soda Mine. 050911
Snook I have the same face phobia, I have scarred many a drunken boy who dared to cross that line. Same thing about eating too, I don't like to eat in front of people I don't know, all that opening your mouth and trying to chew all proper...not for me, I'd rather be a slob in front of people I already know.
Thank you blather, I always thought I was weird !!
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