unseen starved while you sat silently suffering and i searched vainly for an entryway to the place in your soul where your sorrows reside, there was a faint spark that got lost in the glittering sand i keep it in my pocket with my cigarettes it makes my heart beat, i hope i can give it back some day 010907 ... Aimee as far as you take me that where i believe the realm of soft delusions floating on the leaves.... In the slip stream of thoughtless thoughts the light of all that's good the light of all that's true... 010908 ... freakizh i may seem totally complete. not dismembered nor scractched in my back. i know every single bone is rightplaced, and what's better, i eat fruit and my cheeks are colored. however, what it hurts, cannot be seen and cannot be touched. i cannot estirilize this bleeding soul. 020126 ... girl_jane it's ok not many people do see me... what's one more 020331 ... ferret what's one more? one more loss to all who cared, although you might not have seen them, they saw you. if you go, they will miss you. and even if they all forget in a year or two, i will not. 030524 ... case of space keep fighting the good fight is what i say. to see what we cannot, or will not, or rather not. to the end there will be more unseen than seen. 040322 ... jeudi i long for unseen lover, until now a voice in my ear and nothing more. when face to face, how will the intimacies translate? with intense heat, passion, devotion. forty days. 050528 what's it to you? who go blather from