bruised
vicious through
my
window
I
can
see
the
life
outside
and
I
long
to
be
a
part
of
it
but
alas
I
am
rapunzel
and
am
hidden
away
in
this
lofty
prison
for
the
world
to
stare
at
and
mock
and
recoil
from
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...
marjorie Banished!
Quoted.
Last words spoken
By disheartened pleas of the lost
Away!
To death.
Unseen
Fortold
Where?
In Silence breath.
Conform
Contort
Swallowed down
Upon ground
By heavy soil,
bound.
Sinking fast
While crying
Fumbling
Wound up in a dream now found
The dream's been broken
Kicked
Distorted
Mangled
Tossed
Hurt and Lost
000214
...
Bekah naked
heart
soul
body
sex
break
wound
fake
010402
...
CheapVodka You hit me
And what do I have to say?
That I liked it
Sick
Ways
And I'm tired...
Of
Not
Understanding
Anything we say
I will love you
Tomorrow
And I will live
Tomorrow
For you can't
Kill Me Anymore
Blue, Green, Black, Yellow, Purple

Pretty colors
Under
My
Eyes
From You


I loved you and you ripped it away from me with nothing but that

Happy

Face
011104
...
birdmad like apples soon to rot 011105
...
penfold I wish I could describe the colour of my heart. You knew it so well- we were invincible. And now, because of you it's unrecognisable. I am unrecognisable. 040913
...
unhinged purple, green, yellow, blue

i've got 'em all
barely covered by my clothes
cause of you
i was hoping you would hold me
i guess that answers
that question
040913
...
unhinged this one is different
shit i get them all the time
rainbows of violence underneath my skin
usually just cause i'm clumsy as shit
running into hard unyielding corners
purple fades to blue
blue fades to green
green fades to yellow
yellow fades to skin
this one is different

the blood so close to the skin
mahagony plum
maybe i could bleed it
it's fading to a deep purple
it's been a week
and i still have dark purple to look forward to
i wear pants to cover my ankles
let the hair on my legs grow
you were the worst bruise i've ever had



i stopped paying attention to where i was going with you
when you were no longer the first person on my list
taking shots of tequila
smoking pipes in the bar
i forgot you
but you left the worst bruise on me
a week later still vivid
a tattoo of clumsy pain
slow to fade
i meant every word i ever said to you

but then things change
*snap*
you were no longer the first person on my list
my stomach was tied in knots
wreckless things were done late at night
tripping up stairs
calling him instead of you
because really deep underneath
he was always who i wished you would be



of all i learned recently
you deserve the truth
even if it leaves a bruise
090825
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from