walking_away
sab its funny
you stand, confronted by a million backs of heads
a million lives that once touched yours
but now have their own ripples,
their own walls
you stand and wave goodbye
and turn and walk away

what you dont expect
is people to turn around
and say farewell back.


its not really poetry
it just Is
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...
unhinged bye
you aint never gonna see me again
if i can help it
little felon take it easy
fresh out of forced tears
kisses and hugs
you about to lose the company
your misery loves
ain't never did nothing
but try to cure your disease
at least help the symptoms
stead you infected me
i'm not the kind of man
to draw a line in the sand
if you gotta draw at all
but it's time for you to scram
ps
you can keep all this shit
and hang around your broke friends
and call yourself rich
the struggling i did with you
was all for nothing
it was never enough
your heart set on suffering
i admit that i was weak in the beginning
i wanted someone to need me
instead of a friendship
i didn't think i deserved a true partner
so i transferred the arrangement i had
with my mama
since you never listened to a word i ever said
maybe seeing this door slam
will get it through your head
i don't love you
i don't think i ever did
and if you hadn't tried to kill me
i'd'a stayed for the kid
there's nothing more for us to say
i got my mind made up
i'm walking away
sometimes we just outgrow
the roles that we play
hope you find a happy ending
to your story some day 2x
round and round and round
we used to go
i never fucked you right
or made enough bread
i know
if i'm such a bastard
and mistreated you so
then how is it
you're losing your mind to see me go?
truth be told
i held you together
for all them years
and cheated on you never
defended your honor
took in your mama
when she tried to rehab
and had your back through the drama
you got a stick stone
under your ribs
where a heart is supposed to live
sick twisted and vindictive
with your windows dim
baby in that wicked
hall bull fist you must shiver
how you threatened to kill the most precious
gift that you'll ever be blessed with
unless you're twisted demented and depressed as shit
and alone
cause you faithfully slayed your friendships
and since you never listened
to a word i ever said
maybe seeing this door slam
will get it through your head
you don't love me
i don't think you ever did
and if you hadn't tried to kill me
i'd'a stayed for the kid
there's nothing more for us to say
got my mind made up
i'm walking away
sometime we just outgrow the role that we play
i hope you find a happy ending
to your story someday

brother_ali
urban_prophet
the_undisputed_truth



(this song has done so much to keep me strong: like someone else was in my head. just_like_us 'it was never enough; your heart set on suffering' i love you so much i have to walk away. how fucked up is that?)
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...
unhinged you have no idea
how much i wish
you find a happy ending to your story
someday
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what's it to you?
who go
blather
from