american_nightmare girlnamedlover I've never seen to many stars And I'm never gonna see them again I've never known such perfection And I'm never gonna know it again I've never felt so at home And I'm never gonna feel it again I want to open these veins And never breathe again Because the beauty is dead Since February 79' I've O.D.d on "lonesome" 22 times But who's counting? You'd think by now - you would've died I'm sorry girls - I tried Scream these words to me If imperfections are illegal Then you should call the cops And they should lock me up You're such a slave to the crying game Scream these words to me We'll die alone Picture me in brighter days With smiles on my innocent face Did you forget me? I only wanted to be loved I only wanted to be in love Scream these words to me If imperfections are illegal Then you should call the cops And they should lock me up You're such a slave to the crying game Scream these words to me We'll die alone Could you love a face Full of tears soaked in song? I can't decide... I don't know if its worse to live or die I am stuck on "never enough" And the corner of "never again" Here is a hint - don't call someone Who just sits by the phone Leave them alone I loved the first few days But its not fun playing a game You always lose I couldn't talk to save my life I couldn't talk to save my life "shoplifting in a ghost town" 030301 ... girlnamedlover When we were young, we thought the days would get better. Today I talked myself out of ending this. I've been out chasing silhouettes, losing frozen smiles to a thousand regrets. And all the way home, I could see your breath though we looked dead. "I'm so far from here..." We laughed. "Our time is running thin." But I always knew how the end would end. I never said I'd stay to the end. Fuck you, fuck all of you. You'll never know what I wanted to say. Those words are as dead as the air I breathe. Life is just a big second guess, a broken staircase of mistook steps... You can trust me, it's not okay... "sore throat syndrome" 030301 ... kx21 blather me! 030507 ... silentbob one of those bands 030508 ... god kx21 030613 ... silentbob did they change their name? 030614 ... x yes they are "give up the ghost" now 030614 ... shorlove besides chewing gum, ice cream, charlie, chocolate, factory of big big big words, elvis, monroe, burger, vegas, xxxxxxxlgs, death under highly biblical moral, suffocation of men(!) and women(!) under the pressure of being(!) "willing and able" and beautiful and big penis-ed or long intestined or whatever. Nice to Meet You... 030618 ... shorlove changed my mind. it's still good for lab rats. but they kill themselves when they get stuck? 030619 ... ooops! human nature(?) botox anyone? or some session of that shit sucking machine that i just realised it exists outside the bedroomz? 030716 what's it to you? who go blather from