Nate Higgins See jabber. 991031
Colleen I am sitting listening to Andrea talking about Steve and she says she loves him and maybe she does, like Matt and Greg and David and Chris and Alex and he talks about football but she won't see him for two weeks and she knows where he lives and she's telling me but I don't understand and his house is smaller than mine but he's going to be in the NFL with the Pittsburgh Steelers so I guess that makes up for it and he's six feet tall and plays basketball and she wants a picture of him so she won't forget him over the two weeks and maybe he has her picture but she won't tell Andrew because he would get jealous and Steve lives on a dead end street. 991111
Quintessensual Now this is babble like no other:

the watchman going about serene with his lamp and O that awful deep down torrent O and the sea the sea crimson sometimes like fire and the glorious sunsets and the fig trees in the Alameda gardens yes and all the queer little streets and the pink and blue and yellow houses and the rose gardens and the jessamine and geraniums and cactuses and Gibraltar as a girl where I was a Flower of the mountain yes when I put the rose in my hair like the Andalusian girls used or
shall I wear a red yes and how he kissed me under the Moorish wall and I thought well as well him as another and then I asked him with my eyes to ask again yes and then he asked me would I yes to say yes my mountain flower and first I put my arms around him yes and drew him down to me so he could feel my breasts all perfume yes and his heart was going like mad and yes I said yes I will Yes.

the end of "Ulysses" by James Joyce
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ice_queen and so you're empty you said i couldnt agree more with you sometimes the world lights up for all of us but for me its stays cold and empty its the periods she laughed always pms that makes you feel so nasty yeah man dont talk to me about suffering.. i bleed five days a month you know well thats not the issue i told her its more like how badly you wish you could explode into my sun, isnt it? youve always wanted something greater the rest of the worlds looking for someone to love, youre looking for someone to fondle and fuck am i she asked is it he asked it does exist im not interested i replied. that will be the day love died because things do, the minute you stop believing in them ive got nothing to do she protested i know i sighed... just you me and an empty room tonight yeah and we've been together for so long thats not even remotely exciting or erotic anymore. like a tired, worn out rug. yeah. like a failed marriage. yes, i suppose you could call it that.
im getting sick of human company, jan. it just doesnt have anything to offer anymore. and for the first time in my life rain is depressing- would you belive that?
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